Oh ma gawsh. No. I can't possibly be falling for my best friend. NOT AGAIN DAMMIT.

I can't.. I just can't. No. My best friend who is also my ex. He's a jerk. He's a jerk. He's a jerk.

Perhaps.. If I keep saying this, I'll believe it. I CAN'T LIKE HIM. HE DOESNT LIKE ME. I CAN'T. I CAN'T,

For some odd reason, this doesn't seem to help. Although he can be the rudest person I know.. He's always there for me.. He makes me feel special. He tells me a lot, and I tell him so much.

i can't like him.

i can't.

I'll jepordize the friendship..

No.. I can't. I really can't..