Heyyy, I just read your other blog and I am sorry that you have to go through all of that. It's not easy, right? It must be tough. You're strong, I want to tell you that and even now, you are still strong. You are strong because you are still holding on despite the pain. I'm sure everyone else, your mother and your brother, knows that. You've been strong for far too long, right? Then, there's really no reason to give up now. I'm sure it's suffocating and that you feel like quitting and all those but someday, that pain will stop and death is not the thing that will stop it.

Whenever you feel exhausted, you can rest and you can cry. Cry to your mother, cry to your brother, and cry to your friends. Don't let keep everything inside. Don't suffer alone. Go and seek for help if you think you need it. Go to a psychiatrist because he/she might help you. If you think you have no one else to run to, you can always message me. I'll listen to you and try my best to help.

You can pour your feelings on a story or a poem.

Finally, I am not sure if you are religious or not or if you believe in Him or not, but if you are and you do, pray. Never forget to pray because then you can be reminded that you are not alone.

You can cry, you can whine, you can listen to music all day. But remember, you have to keep living. Not for them, not just for others, but for yourself because there are many wonderful things in this world that I know are hard to find when everything is just this chaotic. I just want to tell you that you're doing well, living and breathing. I am proud of you, you are strong.

I know that you're going through a tough time from your blogs but I hope that you never give up. Its not easy to deal with ual harrassment and all the family issues . However , in order for you to gain your justice and to protect your own family , you need to be strong.

If you give up now , you'l never gonna have your justiced. Also , imagine if you're gone , what about your mom and lil bro? Who's going to care and stand for them? There's a saying when bad things happen, it usually happen 3 times staright. If you can endure this darkest moment , you'l witnessed a beautiful sunshine.

You might be traumatized by the incident. If you need , go seek for all the help and support that you need. Only you can fight justiced for yourself. You need to be strong. Ignore what your relatives have to say. Its your life not theirs.

Go talk to someone that you can trust and share your burden . Remember that even if no one else believes in you , God is there. He is the best witnessed of everything. Pray to God and seek comfort in Him. Have faith and know that the bad will never win.

As for your father's death , I'm sure it'l take some time for you to overcome it since he's your loved ones. I'm sorry to know that. May he rest in peace. I'm sure that your dad want you to be strong. He will watched you from above.

If you dont give up, there's always hope and chance. I hope that things get better for you and your family. You deserved to be happy too .Remember that your past and circumstances dosent define you as whole. Stand up , work hard , go for your dreams and seek for the justiced that you deserved. When you're stronger than your past , you know that nothing is ever gonna break you anymore. Believe in yourself .