What would you do, when you live with someone you love,your person, your everything, but always wake up in the morning, seeing her still sleepin sound and didn't care about it? I'm longing to a nice warmth good morning, a coffee or tea would be nice too. Is it too much? Or are you too lazy to do it? Since we've been together for five damn years and living together in 3 years. 

What would you do?

What would you do, when her family came to town and took her presence and her energy to go back and leave me alone, lack communications. I'm the one who always offer a breakfast or dinner and i'm the one who go n buy it, only for you. Don't you wanna go and buy for me too? Is that too much for you? Or you're comfort to be the "queen" in our rented house? What would you do?

What would you do, when everytime you go home but she's busy with i don't know she's been busy about. Or can i at least get some drink to or prepare for my short pants or shirt or greet me properly. Am i asking too much? Or am i just being overrated on something you lack or lazy doing it. I don't need your favor but please pay attention too for me, is that hard? Or is that too much?

What would you do, when you on your work and she's telling you that she will go to her family residence or her other business doing that i don't know, and the house just like it was. I don't remember how i went home and knowing you're not there or waiting for your text. I guess i'm used to it. 

So, what would you do, when you tired from work and get headache but she didn't careless at you, and you went away from her to ignore her, suddenly she calls you, asking you to go home. I don't get it. You did the nice thing and comfort me when you know that i'm dissaponted to you and asking what's wrong with me the next day. Really? You're asking me that?? Are you stupid or something? Well i've had enough. 

Go let your stupideness led this to unknown, let it be just the way it is, just the way you used to. You can using it anytime you want, that's your cards. You didn't do anything to fix it, you can't. All you can do is saying sorry and keep doing it again and again. What would you do?