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July 4th weekend was a good time to relax. I went to visit my aunt's summer house and the surrounding waters and natural light emitting from her windows made me so calm. Every time I woke up in the morning, I felt content looking at the ocean and the tranquility it brought to the neighborhood.

Unfortunately, I got fired from my job while I was on vacation. Apparently I had work one of the days I was off and I did not go in, but it was just a part time job so I don't really give a .

For some reason every time I come back home I feel heavy ?? Like there would be a lot of weight on my shoulders with unneeded stress and sadness, I really don't know why. The feeling got worse recently after my family started experiencing financial issues. Money is so good yet so evil.

How was your guy's week? Was it good or bad? Did you go on vacation as well? Hopefully it turned out swell.

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sleepingprince #1 Jul 8, 2017 11:50:22

I hope things get better for you and your family. Money is important but don't let it have too much control over your life and happiness. It's best to balance it. Your mental health is just as important .

sleepingprince #2 Jul 8, 2017 11:50:07

foreveryoung1205 #3 Jul 8, 2017 09:34:01

I have the same feeling.It's like there are things to be happy about,but suddenly I will ask myself why it's so hard to find real happiness.It's like enjoying yourself with your friends and family but then when you are alone you suddenly feel lonely.OMG that's me.
I guess I'm still broken.-_-
But yeah.We should always pray that things would be okay.

fun123 #4 Jul 8, 2017 09:00:17

Hey, it seems like you suffer from depression. I don't say that you really do it but it's a possibility. I also suffer from it although i 'm having a pretty good life. Boyfriend,graduation and puppy but yes.There are many reasons.
Greatings From Germany :)

-hyphen- #5 Jul 8, 2017 08:48:31

Thanks for asking, I don't know if I'm allowed to answer, I've been this week kinda OK, I just had to cancel plans with my friends so I'm a bit sad because of it, but my brothers have been at grandma's place almost the entire week and I've been happy because of that and I also get to make today food for my sister and I which means NO MEAT TODAY my family eats mostly only meat so I've been waiting for this!