Loneliness

I've been wondering a lot lately...

 

My life hasn't been going great. My parents are too focused on my graduating that they barely speak to me. My friends are too busy with college plans that they don't even try to hang out with me anymore. My crush doesn't know I like him and is currently trying to hit up another girl so he can be happy, but that hurts me mord than you'd expect. But now,

 

I'm all alone.

 

I speak to myself in a locked room. The lights are off as I cry away my emotions. There is no exit to this whatsoever. I feel the massive void in my heart expand at an alarmingly high rate.

 

I'm scared of myself...

 

And I don't know what to do anymore.

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CristineIsVIP
#1
I feel you. I've been like this the past few days but hey, cheer up. Go out, get some fresh air even when you're just alone. Try ro read novels or watch your favorite shows. Everyone gets a little bit busy sometimes, we just have to find our own ways to let go of our loneliness. And btw, it feels good talking to strangers. Have a good day. :)
sleepingprince
#2
Try to find some hobby and meet new people ? Try keep yourself busy to distract yourself .. Its important to enjoy your owm company . Sometimes you can do and have more fun alone .
-hyphen-
#3
I think you're stressed. Why wouldn't you start a new hobby where you can get those emotions out without crying, such as martial arts or something that calms you down, such as yoga? Exercising is not only good for your body but also your brain. It sounds stupid, but I noticed I'm much happier when I started to do physical things (such as stretching, cardio and walking outside). Also notice that I suggested things where you're with other people. Who knows, maybe you find there a friend and you'll meet at least when you go and practice together.

And if you really like thing you started, you can always ask your friends to join you!
fanficliker
#4
How about putting a light in the room and dancing as you wish to any of your favourite songs