Author note: I've been itching to write something so here I am writing another story of another encounter #angst #triggered no just kidding tehee

I met him four years ago. He was just this guy who debut as another KPOP idol in South Korea. 

People knows him by V..but his real name is Kim Taehyung. We were born in difference by one year. He is older than me in nine months. Yes he was born on 30 December 95 and mine was 30 September 96.

Fans loves him. He is this one weird boy that was brought into where he has to cover his flaws. He started his career in this business media world with one determination. It's to do what he likes to do the most.

I don't know more about him but I know I was going to be a fan or rather a girl who's really like him as a guy just a few months ago.

From the first I met him, he really does good looking. His personality are weird but he's just fine with me. That's what I thinks.

Year by years I watched him grows up to be someone who I really have my respect to him. His works are hard but he does it anyways. He loves it. He wanted it.

It is his good looking face or good body figure and charming personality eventhought sometimes he's just so weird that what mostly people likes about him but me I merely find his face rather ungood looking at one time so when I started like him are where I find his face is matters factly considered as good looking. He has flaws on his face. Doesn't matter if he looked dumb at a time. He's always good looking because he's still looks like a fine young man.

His voice was a gift in this World. His soulful voice would gives great amount of goose bumps to everyone who hearing it. His voice are one of the most unique voice in his KPOP Idol scene. No one can deny it.

We never met along the time I was watching him. It's okay because I don't really find to spend my fortune and my emotion to feel bad about it. 

I find this is one of the special admiring or crushing in my whole life so far. I have KPOP idol bias before that I've always having mental broke down whenever I missed or I didn't have the chance to meet someone who I've been spending time while growing up.

I find Kim Taehyung is someone I will be proud of everytime he reaches his goals in his life. 

Attaboy!

I do like him,admiring and crushing on him. My heartbeat, my feelings do wavers for him every time he hits his charisma on stage, him talking to the fans lovingly and caringly. What a charming young man. 

I feel jealous when I sees him charming his way to both his first love whose before I met him or to girls who he works with along his span of career. He will be checking out the girls he have in his eyes even so i do the same things too.

I know we don't even meet before. Its just unfortunate but I'll be happy if we meet in the eyes even only once. I don't wish anything that absurd and out of world. I don't find it amaze me in any way.

But just this once, how bad, how sweet and how evil things works for both of us. I know he will ever even have the same feeling I had for him. I know how he will treats his fan like in any way he wants or the fan wanted if it does make sense doing it. The scandal he's been dating with anyone that he did involved with. I don't find it affects me somehow. We are young.

Just few days ago,last year ago. It's the first time I have wished for his birthday. I'm really looking forward to brings the best of him in many years coming.

Althought I maybe almost never successfully horribly expressed my first blog in 2017, I'm grateful to myself that I decided to mark this day as the day where I officially will watching him in the future.

In another second thought I maybe will be stopping watching over him if when I find the red zone had been alarmed in any coming day. I would like to stop liking Kim Taehyung. He is the first one who I unexpectedly the chosen who have honour in becoming another first for him in my life. Hahahaha

Other people maybe fights for having his heart but I don't really either happy or content if someone finally had him head over wheels for. Good luck guys and I'm out ! 

Haha.