I feel bad.

I don't want to decline him because it would hurt his feelings and also I thought it could be an opportunity to get over my ex. btw this guy was the guy I made a post asking 'does he like me' from bio class. he tried to visit me at work but he couldn't find it, so he brought me cinnamon rolls . he said he liked mcgriddles so I brought him some in class aswell. he ate it on the spot, it was kind of funny.

he then started touching me and like he touched my cheek and my shoulders. i'm a little uncomfortable when people touch me unless I'm emotionally invested in them. anyways he asked me if I wanted to go out for Korean bbq, I was like 'what really? are you sure? and why?' I wondered if it was the wrong thing to  say, I had a feeling he liked me and he finally said that it was a date if we were going out for bbq.

let me tell you I love food, I would be out the door if someone told me they were buying me food. but I don't want to get too emotionally involved and having to compensate later. he's nice and everything but i''m not as attracted to him. at the same time, i feel like it's the perfect opportunity to have some fun, forget my ex, and maybe try my chances with this guy (try to like him in that way)

he's filled with compliments for me. he said I was an interesting person, if I opened up to him more. he said I was polite, soft-spoken, and super pretty. he wanted to feed me chicken wings and call me pretty at the same time ( that's kind of his thing). he also has a lot of joke I don't understand but I can understand his effort xD

he also says 'it's okay to say you don't want to go on a date with me. you don't have to worry about hurting my feelings etc.'

i can't like him that way.. i'm not attacted to him at all, i cancelled the korean bbq thingy last minute and i feel like an . i feel it's wrong because i'm not looking to date this guy or see him in a relationship way, it's because of my past recent breakup with an abusive ex and also because his personality and appearance (i feel really bad but he's not my type- though he isn't bad looking per se)

also..today he said he had important to tell me. i was like 'what?' and he was like actually it's not that important, i worded it wrong. but he said 'i think you're really pretty.' he's really nice and innocent atleast, he got passive aggresive in class saying give me a proper answer and told me i'm stupid but apologized afterwards immediately.