when someone says don't put all your eggs in one basket, they are right. how come when i don't have feelings for you and treat you with disdain, you say you're in love with me. when i push you away with all my strength, you come closer and hold me tighter than ever before.

when i want to be with you and treat you utter kindness and closeness, you don't accept it. do you think you're not deserving of it? if i say i want you too, do you feel burdened? that you push me further away and don't want me anymore

it's been this way for a while now..why can't two people love each other happily. does it have to always be one sided

:/

i wonder

i went on a break for self-healing and i will continue to do so, until i'm ready to be in a fresh relationship. too many hurtful words were exchanged between us and scars from the past still haunt us. nowadays, there's too little conversation between us. i'm trying to get over you but 's not going to be easy, you act like you've already forgotten.i love you and still do, that's why when you left -a little part of me died