My Realization hit me like a rock.... O.O... :(

Hello once again, I'm sorry if you think I'm posting a lot but my realization really needs to be shared.

So I was scrolling back to old blog posts and messages with all friends, when I checked the accounts of many.... I realized a lot has left without me knowing...

It hurts to see a lot gone without even saying anything especially if you know you have a special attachment towards them.

People I once talked with, People I shared my daily life with... just deactivated their accounts and poof! disappeared

People who used to comment on my account they're not here anymore....

I kinda miss them u know?

I know I still has friends here but.... it makes me feel a little empty....

Especially the old messages the two of you have when you want to talk to them but you know they won't respond anymore

Because they're aren't there anymore.....

I miss you guys.. hope you can read this.
 

 

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yeshi_love_yixing
#1
It feels so hurt, I can understand it.
May be there are the other reasons too.
Sometimes some users can't log on to their accounts because of the errors or forget passwords. May be that's must be the reason.
So that don't worry, may be they must be prepared to an exam or like that. I'm sure that many of them will come back as soon as possible.
Let's hope so :)
ficfan
#2
Ah I feel this so much! When an author suddenly leaves, especially when I've spoken to them before and gotten attached to their work, it's always sad. I mean, I understand that life gets in the way of things, but if I ever left I would make sure people knew, say my goodbyes and all
Idk this has just happened to me a lot so I really feel you x
depravedsobi
#3
i feel that,,, people underestimate how much our online friends mean to us, but losing them hurts just much as any other.
i hope your heartache doesn't last, be strong bby xx
ziva1234
#4
Awww chingu I'll be here always
MarioNe
#5
im sorry for yr loss :(
this will nvr happen to me because i hav no close friends on aff hahahahaHAHAHAH
//sad life
beautifyme
#6
that's sad. it happened to me too. one of my friends left me without saying goodbye. so i kinda understand your feeling.
i'm still here though. don't worry~ :D
mitsukiyomi
#7
I completely understand what you are talking about. I had a friend that I talked to on here quite frequently, and I went a while without getting anything back from her. When I went to her page to send a message and see what was up, I realized she left without saying anything. T_T

I mean, I understand if people want to deactivate their account. And I understand if they don't want to message every person they talk to and tell them that they'll be leaving. But I think a blog post a while before you delete your account would be nice. That way most of your friends will have time to see it, and it's like telling everyone at once.

It does kind of to think "Oh, I thought I was close with this person, but they didn't even tell me they were leaving, and now I have no other way to contact them." T_T
Emycyingztars
#8
I kind of feel you. I am still attending school so when school ended and we entered summer break, I began to really miss the people that I've been with, the friends that I've lived most of my life with and some friends that I've only known for a few years, and all the staff and everyone in the campus. I know I'll get to see some of my closest friends in the next school year but I also know that I will never see some people ever again.

These were the people I talked to, whether that'd be awkward talk during a band intermission or a hyped discussion of fandoms and school work, and knowing that I'll probably forget them soon is a scary thing. I don't want to be alone. I don't want to forget.


But of course, holding onto the rope hurts more than letting go. Sometimes, life will have to take old memories away from you so you can make new memories and new friends. It's all about venturing into life and making it worth, right? After all, you only have such a short amount of time to live.



It's alright to miss. But look on the bright side: there's a lot of new people out there you have yet to meet!