I finally posted something, and I'm happy that I did!!! BUT I'm stuck. For years, I get writing ideas and begin writing it, but then I fall flat after the first few chapters and think of new ideas instead. Like, why can't I be normal and complete these ideas before moving onto the next one. Which comes to harsh reality: I'm a thot. An Idea Thot.

Honestly, I serious do have a problem but it's hysterically sad. I went through my drive and found dozens of ideas unfinished. They're all great ideas, but I can't stop myself of wanting to post them. I really want to post them, but it would be a tease to the readers because they'll all be a chapter long. 

*aigoo*

​I'm an Idea Thot, and it has ruined my life by blocking my writing.

AND SHINEE IS COMING TO DALLAS AND I PROBABLY CAN'T GO!!!! IF I DO GO, IT IS A MIRACLE FROM OUR SWEET KOREAN JESUS! I want to meet them sooooo badly and give them a journal of ballads I've written about each and every one of them. But the final one is a ballad written about where a Shawol stands and what SHINee meant to us. I ALSO WANT TO TOUCH THEM appropriately (so they'll come back again). 

And I want to call Taemin "FRANCISCO" and Onew "Daddy" lol