ok...so random...i got this song for today's drabble...

 

and it reminded me Ramadhan is here, which means Devils are gon be tied (so called...but apparently only the great ones, the minions are still free...)

anyway, that's not the topic i want to delve in though yeah....

Romeo(not the group, the solo) has been a great inspiration in my writing the past years before i had the great hiatus that led me to not being productive at updating at all anymore...

won't lie that a part of that frustration leading to that hiatus also came from a romeo-centered fic...maybe i overestimated myself...and having almost no response for ideas meant to cause reaction was such a blow...to my pride, feelings and maybe more...haha

afterall the story was one of my prides...

also...

my original character monthly fic...not having many readers was never an issue for me...but having readers that aren't the least interested in the whole world, the depths of characters created, their lives, all i created, all for one guy n the romance....that frustrated me...that i lost it as well...

eversince yesterday or before...i found my writing was kinda like a tribute/spinoff or piece that relate back to my monthly fic...and today i kinda continued from different pov...it feels good....like seeing old friend i miss so badly but couldn't properly face...i really missed jiwoo and her world that i created, her family, friends, suitors, monologues, dilemmas, everything...of all fics i've written...i think her world is the most realistic and unreal at the same time...comforting n mundane n unsettling(or should i say intoxicating?) at the same time...i guess i really do love contradictions...haa

surprisingly, romeo song could fit a character in the monthly fic's pov drabble...even if i would rather not imagine anyone in that fic being a devil anytime soon...lmao....we don't need a unlock the devil fourver ver ahjumma...

 

that's not the point...i just feel like sharing my fav Romeo song again...lol.

as an adieu of some sort termporarily...since he's kinda a devil yaknow n he's not supposed to appear for the month...

even if his most popular song n most people's fav will always be Give Me Your Heart or some ballad...

i guess my fav will always be this?

 

Give Me Your Heart is okay...but the whole tortured vampire with some sad painful story is kinda cheesy for me...well, most of Romeo's songs in the earlier albums kinda veered towards that tortured evil vampire image...n while many fanfics i've found would explore Romeo's character mostly on the ual side bcuz that's what many fanfic writers loooveee to do anyway...yawns.........i find his sick victim n righteous mentality to justify his well...sick doings are the far more interesting side of him....that sick complex mind/psychological state, which sadly rarely delved in his fics....even though he's just a living character...still it's a more interesting concept than kpop where concept is nothing more than just concept....but for Romeo....the concept is ingrained in his songs, lyrics, image, style, attitude/presence/mannerism continuously n not just one song one concept than jump to completely different one like the usual kpop......i hate it when people label/treat Romeo as Jungmin...bcuz for me...they're completely different inside out...worlds apart...just lookalikes with same amazing live stage awesomeness...lol. i likelove Taste the Fever bcuz it feels badass, hardcore no holding back or justifying...evil all out....

though my fav video of it will always be this fancam...(coincidentally, i first found this song from this fancam...n instantly love it)

 

ok that's it...

goodbye for the time being Romeo...

see you after a month haa...go be tied.

unless your songs come up again in my countdown drabble shuffle...

hmm...

let's not, okay?

 

Happy Fasting people(to those fasting)~

 

-edit-...

you know....suddenly i got an idea...

maybe i should do a comedy with Romeo....

as some tryhard to be all dark brooding n cool but always fail...n never taken seriously...n nobody scared of him....that'd be funny....hahahah...

unfortunately...i don't think i'll actually write it...