JONGHYUN WAS IN MY DREAM!

Holy F God!
I'm so sad that I woke up....
this was the best thing to ever happen to me.

I kinda have social anxiety? It is not that I stay quiet or avoid situations where I would have to meet people and talk with them.
But whenever I have to meet someone important or hold a speech or something like that I get really nervous...and when I say nervous - nervous is my hands start to shake and I can't breathe properly.It's awful *Who could guess that the oh-so-social Dracula-oppa has anxiety.
But in this dream YEY IT WAS WAAAH!

So I was on a plane with a friend of mine (who I'm not so close with anymore btw) and her mother, her sister and my grandma.
So I was sitting (there were two rows with 4 seats each for some reason) and my friend's sister was in the other row and she came to tell her sister something.
And suddenly Jonghyun KIM JONGHYUN appeared and asked if he could sit there so the people moved and he sat on her seat.
My friend's sister: "Oh he can't sit on my seat." So she went to him and told him that this was her seat.He apologized and came to sit NEXT TO ME.
Meanwhile my friend's mother was saying how she would love to have a T-shirt with 'SHE IS' written on its front but only if it's not connected to that Korean song (because for real she's anti kpop) And somehow she ended singing "SHE IS"  wutt?

So I turned to Jonghyun and smiled apologetically because I saw him looking at her with confusion.
Me: I'm really sorry about that....
Jonghyun: "Oh, no it's OK...It's actually really entertaining." and he smiled OH MY GOD HIS SMILE FROM UP CLOSE IN MY DREAM IS HEAVEN! "With that voice I imagined her singing the song in a rock version with a guitar." And he took my hand and this may sound funny but stretched my arm towards him to show me what he meant *yeah my hand was the guitar* but he touched my whole arm so gently T.T  OH MY GOD
Me: "You're really funny actually." Yeah I laughed at the improvised-guitar thingie
And I don't remember what happened I think I said that I really like She is? We ended up talking.
Jonghyun: "You look like a really shy person but you're talking to me."
Me: "Me? ...I am a really shy person."
Jonghyun: He said something about being shy as well but at the same time loving to talk to people and being able to do so.
Me: "Actually because of you/SHINee I became really social....But I'm still shy.
Jonghyun: *looked at me and chuckled* Actually now when I think of it, you don't seem so shy. Look at this:
*so he moved closer  to my friend until his face was a few inches away from hers so her eyes widened and she blushed madly and pulled away, hiding her face*
Jonghyun: "Now this."
(heart beats so fast *not in the dream there I was soooo calm and relaxed*)
So he took my face in his hands and came closer until his nose was touching mine O_O (oh my God this now makes me so happy) And he smiled..he stood like this for a few seconds looking into my eyes, waiting to see if I'll react in some way, then his smile became bigger and he pulled away.*
Jonghyun: You're not that shy. *though his palms were still on my cheeks* You have really pretty eyes.
Me: *scoff scoff and rolling eyes* "What is so pretty about my eyes? I don't like them"
Jonghyun: "The colour is really pretty...for real, I like you eyes."  *My eyes are...light brown...sometimes there's a little green in them...but mostly light brown*
Me: "Well thank you~"
And then my teacher in British Society and Culture came and said: "Kids here are some candies, eat dear."O_O
And after that I don't remember but Oh my God If  only this wasn't a dream... Jonghyun liked me in there...Why did I wake up T.T  I KNOW I KNOW! THERE HE GAVE ME HIS KTALK ID SO WE COULD CHAT SOME TIME. T.T Give it baaaack....hey not fair! I had it....in my dream....I want it back, it's mine!
I think we talked about favorite movies a little after that...but I don't really remember... I only know that the dream ended at a really interesting moment where I wanted to know what would happen next.
Damn!

This was a really long post and I'm too lazy to put gifs in.... So, sorry....