Bunny's Random Musings: Do you ever feel distant?

Do you ever feel distant from the rest of the world?

You're surrounded by loving family and a group of friends, you're smiling and laughing, but inside you know you're not really listening. Or maybe you are, but somehow it feels like you're across the street from where everyone else is. You see and hear them but they're just distant. Like two parallel lines. And you're just smiling to 'fit in'.

New friends and going on new adventures no longer appeal to you. Instead, you'd much rather be coped up in your room listening to old songs and reminiscing old memories. You genuinely feel alive again, albeit only momentarily. That joy and its accompanying sadness, you feel them all.

Do you ever feel this way too?

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babyeols
#1
yes, but it's not necessarily a bad thing for me since most of the time i just want to be left alone.
however, i feel like sometimes im being left behind while others are out there, exposing themselves to new and fun things while i prefer staying inside my comfort zone. i feel like i no longer have a connection with anyone and i have to pretend to be someone else in order to keep up with everyone else.
jaaackie
#2
wow, and i thought i was the only one. i barely leave my room anymore. i don't feel like doing anything - i just want to be left alone.