Hey Minna-San... Usually I don't do blog posts until the end of the week but I just seriously had to get this out.

I believe yesterday I told you guys my legs kept shaking while I walked? Yeah. 

When I woke up, I was feeling perfectly peachy. My throat didn't hurt as much, and I wasn't shaking! I put on a fluffy sweater, a pair of tights under my black jeans, and had a NorthFace on my body.

So second period. Pretty normal, at least for me. H stuck his in my face again =_= And I almost kicked him off the desk.

Around like... 20-30 minutes into class, my head just started pounding again. Now I wasn't shaking while writing down my Spanish lesson, however my throat just felt like.... How I would imagine someones heel being pressed against your throat? I wouldn't know I only got elbowed in the throat before (by accident).

40 minutes into class. Body temperature rose noticeable. But I ignored it, taking off my NorthFace and I went to get water. 

Saw my friend. We wandered around together, and I felt like I did when I woke up. Nothing hurt (surprisingly). And I could support my own body weight with my legs, so that was good. Didn't come back until there was five minutes left in class. Teacher didn't care. YAY.

Moving on to fourth period. GOD science. Don't get me wrong, I do like science (because I want to know why Sebooty and Jibooty is so perfect *^*) but the teacher. WON'T LET YOU GO OUT OF THE CLASSROOM. I couldn't even be excused, because SOMEONE TOOK MY DAMN AGENDA! I was getting some chills, but it was nothing compared to yesterday. 

AND... I have more reason to hate my science teacher. Why? SHE TOOK MY DAMN PHONE BECAUSE IT FELL OUT OF MY POCKET!! Like *sticks middle finger up whenever she turns around* YOU!! She said I would get it if I stopped by in the end of the day. So that's one of the reasons I decided to stay at school.

Lunch.

I have the first lunch, and it was super ing hot, according to my friend. But guess what? I WAS SUPER ING FREEZING.

Despite the sweater, thights AND pants on my legs, AND me having a fluffy NorthFace, I was cold AF. But guess what?

My brain was being a dumb dumb, and ignored my body temperature, ignored my hands starting to shake, and ignored my shaking legs.

Then my favorite class, BAND! We have another concert in 2, 3 weeks? So we really needed to get done. My friend (whos also a band student) told me I'd feel light headed, but I was like "Noo I won't~ Don't worry about it~". But my friends kept insisting I go to the nurse and I'm like "I'll be fine in band guys. And plus, I don't even have my agenda. Or my phone. Cuz Ms. {INSERT TEACHERS NAME HERE} took my damn phone! I ain't going home without my phone, my mom would kill me!"

They agreed, but I do wish they pressured me into going to the nurse. Because band, my 'relaxing' class (despite it being louder than a zoo), turned into the class of my NIGHTMARES.

I didn't get lightheaded like my friend said, ohhh nooo. But guess what happened? Each time I pulled my tongue back (to focus the airstream more, so the higher or lower notes aren't sharp or flat) I gagged. Had tears in my eyes. Felt like I was gonna throw up. But guess what my stubborn did?

"It'll be fine just 2 more classes. An hour and thirty minutes to go. Then I can sleep, finish that stupid algebra homework, and do that stupid health project."

Yeah... And guess what happened to my ?

IT HURT WHENEVER I SAT DOWN!!

Did I get my assed kicked?

PSSHHH no. I don't like people touching me. Unless it's hugs. And even if someone did kick it, I would either LAUGH, or whack a binder in their face. And believe me, my algebra section is nearing an inch. AND I CLEANED IT OUT TWO(?) WEEKS AGO!! Like damn Ms. {Insert Teacher Name Here} why do you give us so many notes an homework sheets .-.

Did I bump into anything and not realize the after effects after I sat down?

I would remember if my got hit or not. Human or object I will be eternally strangling it.

I decided I just sat down for to long (even though I practically skipped most of second period) and just stood up whenever I had the chance. 

But I could barely play because of my stupid over sensitive gag reflex. Since I'm first clarinet (which means I usually get the melody or the more difficult clarinet parts or the high notes) I had a  ton of high notes. So I kept gagging, ignoring my pain because I was trying to stay happy and cheery about the situation. Like "I could just not go to school tomorrow."

"But I have algebra and I promised to help out {insert band friends name here} with her concert pieces."

SO I it up, told myself there's other people in the world suffering more than I am. I shouldn't cry about it. But then my head throbbed whenever I played. So I took breaks and breaths 10x more than I usually did. Which . Because my fingers couldn't move fast enough (thanks stupid shaking body =_=) AND I couldn't even play correctly! Like *throws music stand across the room*

Seventh period. 

*groans* One of my more easier classes. Besides English because all the people in my class are dumb. AF. Did I put in a blog post like most of the guys in that class is like shoe dealing? So they're like 

"Yo dawg how much for those {insert hella expensive shoe brand here} you got there?"

"These puppies? 150."

"ONE FIFTY?! Nah dude too much. 90."

"Bruh I bought these for 300."

"Don't care give it to me for 90."

"No way man."

"Then go yourself."

"Nah bruh I be ing your girl."

Like how much dumber can you sound? *rubs temples* What has this generation become...

ANYWAY, back to seventh.

WAY more hot, more sweat, heavy panting, dry mouth, shaking hands, hurt AF , and I'm supposed to look somewhat decent in front of my cursh. AND HE SITS RIGHT NEXT TO ME *bonks head on the table* 

Well... Not exactly next to me. He's in the row next to me, but we're arms lengths away from each other. :< Sad life... I probably looked like a train wreck in front of him, but for once I didn't care if he was staring at me for once.

I. Just wanted. To get the hell out of school. And jump on my bed. Then go off to dream land. 

Random question, do any of you only sleep upside down when your sick? Cuz I do.

But again, I COULDN'T GO ANYWHERE BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE MY DAMN AGENDA! I've probably spelled agenda all this time but IDGAF right now.

Since my seventh period was only 45 minutes long, I'm like "I can survive it'll be fine. Stop worrying about it. It'll be gone when you sleep later."

But as time advanced, my head just kept ing THROBBING. It felt like, some percussionist was repeaditly hitting the bass drum, which was my HEAD. 

"It's fine it doesn't hurt too badly."

GOD STOP BEING SO POSITIVE NICOLE *bonks head on table* Sometimes I wish I didn't always look on the brighter side, and that my stubborn would let me give myself a break.

Except it hurt. VERY BADLY. By the end of seventh period, I practically ran out of class, met up with my friend, and told her what was happening.

And shes like "GO TO THE DAMN NURSE ALREADY your too sick to be at school."

And I'm like "I have no time to. See look *points to clock* we have two more minutes to get to class. And I my class is on the opposite side of the school where the nurses office is."

Again, I wish she could have kept pushing me to go. Cuz 1. My eighth (IDK if I'm the only one, but does 'eighth' look weird? I dunno I'm probably crazy right now) is a ing (and held us two minutes after the bell =_=) and 2. None of my friends were there. Like WHO AM I SUPPOSED TO TALK TO NOW ;^;

*bell rings* I get up, and my teachers like "Nope you have to wait two minutes after." and I was SO close to cursing at her, but I didn't (luckily)

I wait patiently. She lets us go. I go to my science teacher, get my phone. Band locker room, grab my instrument, go to my locker. Get backpack, run to bus to get a free seat. There's a free seat. Put my feet up. No one sat next to me (thankfully)

Brother refuses to carry my backpack because he's like a germophobe. Or being super melodramatic. He unlocks door. Dad has pizza. I barely ate any of my pizza. Drank a ton of water (because if you didn't know, I really don't like drinking water. I mostly drink milk). Go to sleep.

Mom and brother are being too ing loud. Head is throbbing even more. Groans and works on English project. SHOWER TIME!

Sleep a bit more. Dinner. I barely ate any of my food (AND IT WAS CHICKEN TT^TT HOW COULD I NOT FINISH IT TT^TT). Still throbbing. I can literally feel the blood pulsing, and see the veins barely pop out of my temples.

Ignored it and worked on algebra homework. More throbbing, random gagging, and random tears spilled. 

I just can't take anymore. My body is still shaking, and I have to lean on something when I walk. Or else my legs will give out. Luckily my hands aren't as shaky. 

But yeah. Just thought you guys should know. Cuz this is the most painful thing I've experienced besides that stupid ear problem (which I don't have anymore ear problems).

Holy ing now I'm cold. It's 78 F in my house, I'm wearing another sweater, sweatpants and kneesocks how am I still cold. Dear Lord I pranced in T-Shirts, shorts and knee socks before at 42 F and I didn't feel any chills. Like WHAT THE HELL.

I'm so done writing this. If I do feel any better, I'll update Our Little Peach and Play Bunny. But don't worry, I won't push myself.

And I'm staying home from school tomorrow. My cursh (whos also in my algebra class) agreed to help me with anything we learned in algebra.

And {Insert Band Friends Name Here} said we could just practice together on Thursday. YIPPIE ITS WORKING OUT FOR ONCE!!

I really hope things work out later this week. Cuz I am just so done with everything right now.

*takes a deep breath and exhales* OKAY that's pretty much all I had to say.

I will still be on later and I'll try and respond to as many things as I can, but I need my ing sleep.

I really hope any of you aren't having as bad of a day like I am.

So yeah. Toodles~

Lotsa Loves ꒰♡˃̶̤́ ॢ꒳ ॢ˂̶̤̀ ꒱·◌*.♡

GOD I promised myself I'd make blog posts shorter dammit *bonks head on desk*