So I went to the first ever KCON 2015 NY!! It was so amazing!! I originally only went to see Teen Top, but the other groups stole my heart just as much!!

So I got a P2 ticket and with it, I got a VIXX fan audience pass which meant I could watch the fan engagement, not actually participate in the high touch.

Well so this girl wanted a VIXX pass and she traded me a P1 Teen Top fan engagement for my VIXX one. Now keep in mind that the P1 tickets actually got to give the guys high fives!

Yes ladies, I touched Teen Top's hands and now my Teen Top bias list ceases to exist. After almost 4 years, Chunji has lost his #1 bias spot to Niel. 

During the actual fan engagement, the boys' fan service was so adorable! L. Joe told us he wanted us to call them oppa. He said "When I say op, you say pa" and we did that back and forth for a minute.

Niel started yelling Changjo's name because he wanted us to do it so we started and then Changjo shushed us haha. It was so cute. Then he danced to "Ah-Ah".

So during the actual high touch, it was CAP, Chunji, L. Joe, Niel, Ricky, and Changjo. I remember touching CAP's hand and then I briefly touched Chunji's also because I was afraid my hands would be all gross and sweaty. (Btw, yes they are just as handsome in person as on YouTube.)

They are actually much shorter in person too. I'm roughly 5'8 and my friend and her boyfriend got audience passes and were taking pictures for me and my friend was doing a height comparsion for me and she said CAP, Niel, and Changjo are all a little taller than me so they're probably between 5'9 and 5'11, Chunji is about the same height so he might be 5'7 or 5'8, and Ricky and L. Joe are both shorter than me, so I'm guessing they're between 5'5 and 5'7.

L. Joe gave me the kind of smile that you give someone when you haven't seen them for a long time, like a satisfied, relaxed but completely genuine smile. He was right after Chunji and since I kind of acted like I didn't want to touch Chunji's hand because of my sweaty palm issue, it was almost like he wanted to cheer me up so he pretty much made me give him a proper high five.

Niel gave me a soft smile and good lord I was pretty much dead right there because his hands were so perfect, then Ricky gave me the cutest little smile and if I wasn't dead from Niel, I would have died from that smile, and Changjo smiled a bit too. Their hands were so soft. 

And me being the idiot that I am, didn't even say anything to them nor did I really look at them. I was really nervous and just focused on their hands as I walked by them. I didn't want to seem uniterested or mean, but I was literally too terrified to look them in the face that close. I was all hot and sweaty and I looked absolutely terrible so I didn't want them to see my face haha.

So that was my fan engagement fan account! Those little devils ruined my life, but they made me so damn happy!