First of all, thanks a lot for all of your supportive comments, especially the longer ones. I was really glad and touched by how understanding and supportive you all were. I'm glad I shared my thoughts with you. Reading the comments really lifted my mood a lot today like almost nothing else did. ;)

To some extent the heat is driving me crazy, but there's also this crazy philosophical crisis I'm in and all I did after finishing homework today was to read Fernando Pessoa's Book of Disquiet (which I love a lot!). And then I get so easily melancholic but also human presence loathing (hahaha) etc. I never have such mood swings, but it seems that everyone around me is also irritable due to the heat which gives me a headache. Not sure why but the heat is making me question mankind, and having gone to a birthday yesterday I had plenty of material to analyze which never ends well, haha. 

But less about that, I actually just wanted to do this so tell you all that even though you assured me I did not have to update, I was so grateful for the support and therefore wrote a chapter!

Writing is, after all, a nice form of escapism. I haven't written in such a long time. But today I realized it's exactly what I need when I'm in this limbo. 

So, there it is: the chapter. 

Maybe I'll make a video soon because I want to show you some of  school stuff I was involved with this term. (I designed the logo for our new school pullovers >q<)

Anyway, have a nice Sunday!