The Inevitable End

*Sigh*

Well hey guys. Long time no see, yes?

Just wanted to come on and let you know I'm still alive. *que BIGBANG playing in the background*

Also, to let you know, Cody and I broke up about three weeks ago.

It was hard, and this has been the worst three weeks of my life, but it had to be done. He's getting ready to go off to college in the fall, and we had decided to continue dating till he left, but he came in a few weeks ago and said he'd been thinking about it. He came to the conclusion that it would be harder on both of us if we waited right up until he left so we went ahead and broke up so we could get used to not being together.

Since this happened we have talked, and we're trying to be friends, but it's just been hard on both of us. We were never friends to begin with, we met and started dating. (Weird, I know, but it was so worth it.) 

Anywho, I've removed all his pictures from my phone, I took down all his little pictures with me in my room, grabbed all the stuffed animals, and shoved them all away in a box. I'd gotten us a one year anniversary present: lock and key necklace set, he had the key, I had the lock. I put it away too. He still has the key cause he never gave me a reason not to trust him. 

The only thing I left out is his sweat shirt, which he said I could keep. He said if he could keep the key then I could keep the sweatshirt. 

*sigh*

im okay. I have gotten to  place where I can live normal life again, and I'm trying to move on. Just wanted to let you all know what was going on.

Love you guys.

-Kyla

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pokopori
#1
oh girl </3 My heart breaks for you. You guys never considered long distance? It would be extremely difficult (especially considering you two are so young) but it's not impossible. Still, I have mad respect that you both made a very mature decision. I'm glad you two have a lasting good impression rather than a bad one. The things you learned together will be part of what your next partner will love about you. You have each other to thank <:) Glad to see you're back. Seems like we've both been a little MIA.
-Anita
#2
Aww... I'm sorry to hear that. I wish you strength to make it through. Don't give up! You will get there. c: