You know how sometimes you wish you could just turn back time? Like, sometimes you wish you made better decisions with better "witty" answers... I do. Sometimes, I do. 

Like, maybe, just maybe if you could then you wouldn't bother thinking how it might have been for you and your friends.  botYou wouldn't ask your self, late at night, what might have happened if you didn't meet "that" person or at least met someone as early as possible (because you knew were to find 'him/her'). 

Whether you open your eyes widely or shut your eyes tight... you can't change your decisions. You can't change what happened earlier or at least try to make it up to whomever, whatever, whichever you have to. 

If  you could turn back time... What would you have eaten for dinner yesterday? Would you go to sleep earlier? Would you have rejected some offers and accepted some? Would have chased that guy or gal who was just beside you at the cafe? Would you? Or would you not? Will you? Or will you not?

I don't make the right choices in life. Everyone knows. I quit school for years now. Doesn't have a work. I slack off. I party. I drink, smoke. I have a boyfriend who guides me at things I should be good at. Do I regret any? I don't. Why would I? It was my goddamn decision and I was happy for a second when I made those sh*ts. I was happy when I stabbed my classmate with a pencil when we were in pre-school. I was happy that I slapped that lady yesterday because his hair was right on mah face. 

You should decide for your self and realize that whatever happens, there will be results that you should be satisfied with because IT. IS. YOUR. FREAKIN'. DECISION. 

I just really wanna get this out of my chest... I've been depressed for days and I guess nobody noticed yet. I got into a fight with my mom about the same old things and yup... HAHA... haha... I love you guys.