People says, lonely and being alone are two different things. You want to know why?

Lonely is being surrounded by people yet your existence seems invisible. You could have thousand of friends yet you wonder why you felt like this? Like yourself doesn't mean anything to them. While, being alone is specifically you have no one around you. Which one is much hurtful? Painful? Yet the feelings are same though; empty.

Easy to tell, either you were too kind, too dense, too naive or maybe you are too stupid to let people take granted of you. You did too much, you care too much, you loves them too much, and you were too dumb to let that happens.

You are one of a kind yet why they can't seems to see that? Everything you did seems like doesn't matter to them. Yet you were continuously being accuse for being ignorant. Whose fault is it actually? Were you didn't do enough? Were you lacking? Or does appearance means so much to them? Huh, humans seems to have a knack to look at appearance first eh?

When things get harder or when they needs something, you'd be the first person ever they would find yet when things were joyful, you'd have been forgotten.

huh? Yet, you stay.

You were afraid of being alone, being lonely, hey, same thing, now that you have realized. It's unfair when you've had enough, stood against them, it was backfired. They say you were childish. Hence, why people are leaving you.

They would forever remembers the bad, not the good one. You were stupid or you were kind enough for them to do that to you? Is staying would worth it?

What would you choose? Being lonely or being alone?