Hello everyone, NanaMatoki here!!

I wasn't able to write the continuation of my fanfiction/story because I'm already starting a new life in college... wehee!!

 

The thing is, I saw this really good looking/attractive/cute/hot/gorgeous and other words that describe a guy that you find attractive and I couldn't stop looking at him. He sits across me and I don't have the nerves to talk or approach him. He looks very approachable and he is quiet (in a good way).

And his voice... Gosh his voice is to die for. Okay, I might be going overboard since I've never spoken to him. There was a chance, a once in a lifetime chance that I could talk to him!

 

But I passed by him like a wind... You know that kind of breeze!!!!!!! T_T

 

But anyway... I just want to let something out since I'm in a different environment and bye-bye to high school and drama.

It's just that... I've been writing stories since 2009 and have been picturing and inspired by lots of things to do an interesting story you know~ 

 

And now I am living one, there was once a story I did and post it on FB (I used to have a very awesome page and somehow in the middle of February... the page got deleted *cries*) and it's always something I want it to happen.

You know those moments in drama or stories you've read, or those scenes you've wanted to do in real life... It's clearly happening to me and I find it oddly strange.

Well, the guy hasn't even talk to me. Heck, probably he doesn't even think I'm in the same class as him!! Okay... No negative thoughts *massages temple*

 

Anyway~ everytime I have a crush on a guy... I don't even know I have a crush on this guy or not but the things I'm doing clearly describes everything. Even my bff said that I have a thing for him and I kept denying it!

WHY????!!!

 

Heol~ anyway back to the story... Everytime I have a crush on a guy... I would write. 

I would really write endless of imaginations from my mind about that guy. Like what I was doing yesterday in class... it's so bad of a distraction >.<

 

Like the scenario is where I would be in coffee shop reading my favorite book, my bff would have a part time job there and suddenly!! He works there too... when he serves me my coffe, I look up and see him giving his killer smile.

I would smile back, stand up and crash through the window and run all the way to Mexico and change my name to Jennifer.

 

So anyways, that's all for now... I drank coffee that's why I'm all hyped up xD lol

 

Writing is my escape...