04.05.16 //

Yes yes I know

It's been three months since I've written in here

Well

the reason is...

Hoseok hyung and i broke up

and it was really hard and sad

for me atleast 

also for hyung i think

because he was crying

i hate it when hyung cries

but i know it was my fault

why did i get so jealous

i did something bad

very bad

and then hoseok hyung got mad

and broke up with me

its been three months 

but im still not over it

but now i can atleast write without crying or tearing the page up

three months and ive only gotten this far

im so pathetic

but its my fault

everything is my fault