Gialf,

My tears won. Again. I am afraid of being all alone. When you arrived, I thought that you will be the person I will spend the rest of my life with. But I was wrong. I am always wrong. I always thought that when I wake up, there is a huge chance that maybe today, I will be happier than ever. That someone is going to arrive and make me happy. But eventually, I realized that no one will ever arrive. No one wants to be with me. I got tired of waiting for that person, Channie. I am just a fragile person. I just want you to come back and tell me that everything will be fine. But where are you, Channie? Where are you? Are you doing great? Well, as for me, I am slowly dying.

Smurfie B.