CL's POV I run as fast as I can from Dara's house. I feel so dizzy and confuse. I take a cab fast until I reach my apartment. I feel so sad, guilty, and mad. I'm mad bcs I had a dream with her, Pony. She's my ex gf. She's my muse, my dream, my everything until one day she cheated on me. I feel like my whole world just crashed when that happen, I keep drinking everynight and I keep myself busy with composing songs. And that's help me a lot tbh. Now I feel mad bcs I still miss her, despite everything that she had done to me, I still love her and wait for her. But I feel very guilty to Dara, I'm so rude to her, she's already took care of me but I did that to her. But I can't stay there and showing her my vulnerable side. So i ran away from her house, from her warm hug. Actually, Dara is really like Pony, cute and caring. I take my phone and call her "Hello dara-sshi" I said lowly. "Yeah? Are you okay? She asked worriedly. "Ahm, i'm fine....tbh I just wanna say thank you and sorry" I said. "Its okay, CL-sshi" she said brightly. I like her bright personality but it just make me think of her again, i sigh quitely. "Hmm you know, maybe we can have lunch together tomorrow, for taking care of me" i said. "Really? Sure" she said. "I'll just pick you up then" i said again. "Okaay" she said and we ended the call. I go to my bedroom, staring at my ceiling until I fall asleep