Can i being my very ownself?...

"i like you? Hell no!!! just find yourself a girlfriend by then all of this nonsense would just blew away..!"

till the end, i'm not being me..

not being honest to myself...

After ending the phonecall with jokes and hearty-laugh to the other person..i stared at my hp..

'yeah...i'm doing the right thing..i don't deserve him..'

again~

live a life..