Goodbye

Complicated

BoA sighed deeply as she stared at her phone. She had never felt so pathetic in her life, and never did she imagine that she would ever be like this over a guy. She was too good for that, and always felt that her happiness was never dependent on a man.

But this man was different.

Yunho was always different.

The fact that this would be one of the last days they had together made Yunho's case even more special.

Her phone went off, causing her to jump in her seat. In a lightening fast movement, she reached towards the table and grabbed her phone, opening the message that was begging to be read.

"I'm on my way!" Yunho texted her, causing BoA to smile. 

She jumped off her couch and ran upstairs, straight to her bedroom. Standing in front of her full length mirror, she checked over her outfit for what seemed like the millionth time that day. Yunho always told her that she never needed to overdo it when it came to her clothing; He always told her that he loved the way she looked, no matter what she wore.

But today had to be different, being so close to Yunho's enlistment, and even though they were most likely spending this time together at her house, she was pretty sure Yunho deserved more than for her to be dressed in baggy pajamas. Instead, she was currently wearing jean shorts and a tank top because for some reason, Yunho loved that.

BoA fixed her hair before checking herself over once more.

"Lip gloss," she muttered as she ran towards her dressing and picked up a tube of pink lip gloss. The doorbell rang as she was done applying the gloss to her lips, and at that moment, she was so grateful that her and Yunho's timing were always so good.

She ran downstairs, stopping at the front door to take a few seconds to compose herself. Stop acting like this. It's just Yunho! There's no need to be nervous!

She opened the door. A smile appeared on her face as she looked up to see Yunho looking down at her (because despite the fact that Yunho tried to never point out their major height difference, BoA always received several reminders from him anyway). Yunho had a backpack slung over his shoulder, his signature smile etched on his face. His hair was neatly combed and he looked as bright as ever. BoA had soon become so caught up in being so happy that he came, that she just continued staring at him.

"Can I come in?" Yunho asked.

BoA snapped out of her trance, moving out of the way for him to enter. "Of course you can," she finally said, allowing Yunho to enter. She closed the door behind her and followed Yunho to her living room. 

BoA opened to speak, but Yunho stopped her when he turned around, placing his hand on her back and pulling her closer towards him. "I'm enlisting soon," he said sadly.

BoA could only nod, because this was something he both of them already knew. That fact was the very reason why the two of them had planned this day in the first place. "I really don't want you to go," she said softly. That felt like the truest statement she had uttered in a long time. She really didn't want Yunho to go. The thought of him leaving hurt her. She felt stupid, because she knew he was coming back, but she knew that those 640 days that Yunho would be gone would be pure hell, and she really didn't want to deal with that.

Yunho smiled again. "This will be our last day together," he said, using his free hand to gently brush away some strands of hair off BoA's face. "And I want the both of us to be happy."

BoA couldn't help but smile at Yunho's sudden change of demeanor. She nodded. "I know," she replied. "Today is your day. Anything you want us to do, we'll do it."

"Call me an old man," Yunho said. "I really just wanted to spend the day with you, here."

That's the exact response she had expected from Yunho. Hearing him say that only made her smile bigger. "I'd like that."


Two hours later, the two of them were on BoA's couch. A movie had been put on, but neither of them were watching it. They were too focused on each other to even realize there was a movie on.

BoA was too busy focusing on the feel of Yunho's lips on her.

"I love you so much," Yunho whispered after removing his lips from hers before roaming down to her neck.

BoA nodded. "I know," she replied.

"Let's tell our fans when I get back," Yunho suggested.

BoA's eyes widened. "About...about us?" she asked, accidentally letting out a soft moan as she felt Yunho press himself against her.

Yunho nodded. "We've dated for a long time," he pointed out. "I think we should tell everyone."

"Your fans," BoA reminded him. She was already pretty sure that Yunho's fans would be extremely upset over this.

"My fans are great," Yunho said truthfully, pausing his shower of kisses to look her in the eye. "I care for them a lot. But there's only one person I want to wake up next to every morning. There's only one person I'd never get tired of talking to. I love you BoA, and if being with you all I want means losing some fans, it'll be worth it."

BoA just stared into Yunho's eyes, completely memorized by the seriousness coming from them. "Yunho-"

"You'll have two more years to think about it," Yunho said softly. He hadn't meant to put her on the spot. "We don't have a lot of time left together. Let's not spend it stressing out."

Before BoA can say anything again, Yunho kisses her on the lips once again. She gasps, but responds to the kiss anyway, because even though Yunho was with her right now, she's already started to miss him. 

She places her hand on the back of his head, trying to deepen the kiss.

They finally separate a few seconds later, and Yunho is smiling at BoA.

"You look so sad," Yunho pointed out to her. He placed his hand on her cheek. "I don't like that."

BoA bit her lip. 

"I'll always call you," Yunho promised. "I'll come to visit too. We'll be seeing each other less, but at least we'll still see each other." 

Yunho finally brought his hand away from her face, and BoA felt herself unexpectedly longing for his touch again. 

"I know," BoA replied. "I don't know why I'm taking this so hard." She sighed, looking away. "I knew this would happen but...."

"I don't want to go either," Yunho cut in. "But this is something I have to do."

BoA nodded. "I know," she repeated. "I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't be this selfish."

Yunho smiled. "I don't know," he replied. "I think I kinda like it."

BoA scoffed. "Shut up," she said, smacking his chest playfully. 

"Since when did my tiny giant get so clingy?" Yunho teased.

BoA glared at him in response. "I could kill you," she threatened.

"But you won't," Yunho said confidently. "You're already an emotional wreck just because I'm leaving for a little while," he pointed out. "How depressed would you be if I died?"

BoA smacked his arm, and Yunho playfully flinched at the action. "I get over things pretty quickly," BoA pointed out.

Yunho leaned down and kissed her on the cheek. "You won't get over me so quickly," he said. "I'm special."


Yunho sighed, content that he got to spend his entire day with BoA as planned. He felt himself getting sleepy as ge laid in her bed, but forced himself to stay awake. 

BoA walked out of her bathroom, now wearing her beloved pajamas.

Yunho smiled as he watched her approach the bed, laying down on the other side.

"Stop looking at me like that," BoA commanded. 

Yunho started playing with her hair. "That's gonna be quite hard." He pulled her closer to him, letting her head rest on his chest. "You're so cute."

BoA smiled. "And you're so cheesy," she replied.

"Because deep down I know you love it," Yunho replied.

BoA smacks him again. "You're so full of it."

That only causes Yunho to laugh, which led to Boa rolling her eyes and sighing.

"Someone has a bad attitude today," Yunho said.

"It only happens when I'm around someone annoying," she replied.

Yunho pouted. "Well that's not very nice," he said. "I'm cute, not annoying." He started combing his fingers through her hair. 

"When you come back I'll have it long and black again," she promised. "I know that's how you like it."

"You look good with any hairstyle," Yunho said. "I don't care what you look like when I get discharged, just as long as you're there."

"Then you don't have to worry about that," BoA replied. She looked up. "You still haven't cut your hair."

Yunho smiled. "I'll do it soon."

"I'll go with you," BoA promised. 

Yunho laughed softly. "You don't have to."

"But I want to," BoA immediately countered. 

Yunho nodded. "Okay," he said. "I'd like you to be there."

BoA smiled. 

"BoA" Yunho called her, his voice becoming serious. "Are you going to be okay while I'm gone?"

BoA was shocked at the question, but couldn't help but feel flattered by Yunho's concern. She nodded. "I'll be fine," she answered truthfully. "I'm really glad we got to spend the day together."

Yunho smiled. "Me too."

"Just promise me you'll stay safe," she asked. "Make sure you don't get hurt."

Yunho nodded. "I promise."

"And make sure you eat well," BoA continued.

"Three meals a day," Yunho responded. 

"And no thinking about other women," she said, causing Yunho to laugh.

"Okay," Yunho said in between laughs. "No thinking about other women." 

"I'm being serious."

Yunho continued laughing. "I know," he said. "No thinking about other men while I'm gone. It's only fair."

"Fine," BoA agreed. "I know you're the jealous type."

Yunho scoffed. "Takes one to know one," he replied.

 "I have to be jealous," BoA said in defense. "If I leave you alone you'd somehow have thirty girlfriends without realizing it."

"It's not my fault girls find me attractive," Yunho said. He started gesturing towards his face. "Look at this face; just look at it. It was only a matter of time before you finally fell for me."

BoA sighed again and shook her head. "You better be happy you're cute."

Yunho smiled. He bent his head to kiss her forehead. His arms wrapped around her tiny frame, he held her even closer.

"Can you stay for breakfast?" BoA asked.

During normal occasions, Yunho would have used this opportunity to about her cooking skills. Instead, he smiled. "Of course I will," he said with a smile. 

BoA smiled. "Thank you," she said softly. She moved her head and looked up to see Yunho's eyes slightly closed. "Yundol," she said. "You can go to sleep. It's past 1AM."

Yunho nodded. 

"Before you sleep though," BoA began. "Can I say something?"

That question caused Yunho to become a little more alert. "What is it, babe?" he asked.

BoA smiled. "I don't need to wait two years to think about it," she said, and Yunho already knew what subject she was talking about. "I love you and you're right. There's no point hiding it anymore. When you come back, everyone will know about us."

Yunho smiled. "Really?" he asked.

BoA nodded. "Really," she replied. 

"I love you," Yunho said.

No matter how many times Yunho said those words, BoA still felt her heart flutter every time she heard him say it.

"I love you too, Yunho," she replied. 

Holding her close, Yunho went to sleep with a big smile on his face.


This the first romance thing I've ever written.

I wrote this entire chapter on my phone >_< so sorry for typos and the fact that it's kinda short.

This was posted later than I planned (my HoMin oneshot featuring Yunho's enlistment took up a lot of my time).

Anyway, I hope you all liked this! 

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corinneniix
#1
Chapter 1: Rereading (because I forgot what it was about). So sweet yunboa I'm just </3 now bec otp TT_TT
ErinKrystal
#2
Chapter 1: My heart is tingling right now! Gosh, so cute and cheesy! I hope you write more stories like this in the future! :D
Noelle #3
Chapter 1: All I can say it this one is good and can't wait for more form you
corinneniix
#4
Chapter 1: Yes finally yunboa from you!!!!! :D