A lost soul with a shattered heart trying to find his place in the world was something that Jongin never was until a certain someone came walking into his life unexpectedly. Everything he thought he knew about love was nothing more but mere infatuation, pity and the feeling of wanting to belong to someone as he came to understand later in his life; after meeting him, loving him like he never did before and after being stripped and broken by him, Jongin finally knew what love meant and the consequences that came along with loving someone too hard. 

As four seasons passed, Jongin lived his days alone, lost and frozen in time with the memories that never left his mind and feelings that never once wavered even as time went by. Regrets, continuous thoughts of what ifs and tears became his own lullaby symphonies as he laid in bed at night day after day, awake with no one to hold nor to turn to. That's when he found the wonders in writing. With a pen and a blank journal he seeked his refuge and aid that he had been needing all along. Times change and as Jongin learns to overcome his own demons and obstacles,he becomes an unexpected well known advocate for those of his mirroring self.