-if you want to know where your heart is, look where your mind goes when it wanders-

-Leeteuk-

The day after, i back to seoul to continue my schedule. I still disapointed when i texted her in the morning, there is still no reply from her. And so did with the day after until now. I kept texted her everyday every morning and every night. Just a simple message like “good morning” or “good night”. I hae to keep do it everyday. I really want her to know i was not joking. I really mean it. Even every single word come out from my mouth was really serious.

In the past 2 weeks i cant maintain to text her twice a day even sometimes i forgot to texted her at all. I was busy with my schedule for preparing Super Junior 10th year anniversary. And also i was busy for Super Show 6 encore in seoul. I followed her instagram and i am so happy  when she posted about something really funny. All i wish is for her to be always happy and healthy.

One day i texted her again

“annyeong haseyo sora ssi” i texted her first

No reply. Huft

“i will have super show 6 concert at july 11-12. I hope you can come. I already send your tickets to your manager. I give you 2 tickets for you and your manager. I really hope you can come ^^v”

Still no reply

Okay then. This is not i’m tired to loe her but if she didnt come or texted me back until that day i will really move on.

I practice so hard until i got injured on my leg. But i will do my best for everyone who come to attend my concert and also i’ve prepared my special song for sora.

Finally the day has come. It July 11, it means its the 1st day of super show 6 encore in seoul. I see many friends of mine and other members come. My parents also and so do with other members parents. I enjoyed the concert so much until i forget to be careful that i injured my leg more. I even limping to go to backstage because i cant handle to walk normally.

The 1st day has ended and yeay like we already know sora didnt come. I texted her again. I really really cant handle my disappoinment. I texted her with rude message

“I’m done begging for your love”

My leg is injured so much and it did hurt so much so my manager took me to hospital. I got my leg bandage. I took a photo of my bandage leg and upload it to instagram. Its not that i am an attention but i want my fans to stop worrying about me because eventhough its bandage, i’m fine. I still can handle for tomorrow concert

Then my phone was ringing. Its a notification for incoming message. I checked and i really surprise. Guess who send me message? Yes ITS SORA MY LOVE

“Leeteuk ssi are you okay?” it was a simple message but i can hide my happiness even i can jump as 6 floor building high but my stupid leg is bandage.

I really want to calm her but yes this is the chance to play hard to get. I didnt reply it immediately. Then my phone ringing again. And without see it i know it from her again

“leeteuk ssi please reply me. Are you okay? Is it really hurt?”

OH MY GOD i really can rolling on the floor because i am super duper happy like i’m the happiest man in the entire universe.

I really want to let her message unreplied but i cant play hard to get too deep or she can be giving up on me again.

“its really hurt i cant walk properly” i replied her and sent it a bright smile on my lips

Less than 1 minute i already got a reply from her. Its really fast tho.

“which hospital are you stayed? I will come and bring you food” she replied me again

OH MY HOLY GOD i must really did something great untul God loves me this much.

“i’m not stay at hospital. I will be back to dorm and get some rest” i really hope she can go to my dorm.

I cant keep my eyes from my phone because i really want to know if sora sent me nex message.

More than 10 minutes than no message come from her anymore. I became worried did i write something wrong. But suddenly my phone was ringing but its not a message its a call. I was panicking to calm my heartbeat, how to talk to her through phone like this. But i have to answer it

“yoboseyo” i answer

“yoboseyo oppa” THANK YOU GOD she called me oppa again not the formal one

“ne” i answer it shortly. Still maintain not to show my happiness so much

“are your leg okay?”

“its not hurt anymore but i cant walk properly. My members are in practice room but since i am injured i have to rest in the dorm alone”

“alone? No ahjumma at all” she asked worryly

“just me alone. After my manager take me, he will go to practice room with the other members”

“uhm oppa. If you really alone, can i come to your dorm?” she asked it in afraid voice

I didnt answer it immediately bec