Dear,

Today was so ing annoying. Not only I was being yelled at by the manager, but Suho had this little "talk" with me in the morning. He said something about I should be more responsible or some . I didn't really listen. But he doesn't have a place to say anything to me, why should I take advice from someone that's treated like trash?

Anyways, sorry for not writing in here for 2 weeks. I wasn't busy, Baekhyun, the annoying little he is, kept snooping into my room. Didn't wanna get caught. That's why I'm writing this in the bathroom

I mean, if my big fits in skinny jeans, then this medium sized journal can fit in these large pants I'm wearing. It's hard to move though, considering the fact that my big dickDICK takes over half of the space 

Speaking of big , Kyungsoo, yes, him, Kyungsoo has a big big BIG . I accidently saw it when I entered the bathroom without knocking. Not my fault though, he should've locked it if he didn't want anyone coming in. Probably left it unlocked for Jongin. Now that I think about it, I feel kinda mean. I bet I made him go soft. Doesn't matter, he still gotta BIG DIIIIIIICk

You might be thinking, Jongin? Does he love Jongin? I don't think I've mentioned this before but yes. Kyungsoo ing loves Jongin. He hasn't told any of us that he has romantic feelings for Jongin, but you can so easily tell. The way he looks at him, the way he smiles at him, t