Hyejeong's P.O.V

      Me and Seolhyun haven’t had a date in a while, with the constant cameras following us 24/7 to film our new TV show we have 0 alone time. I don’t mind doing things for the fans, but I miss holding my Seolhyunie… I miss the little dates we would go on, and laying in bed with her. Her warmth was so comforting at night, and only the members knew of me and her, but lately when I go to lay down I’m greeted by the cold.
    The past few weeks Seolhyun has seemed.. off. Every time we talked, her voice sounded distant and her eyes wouldn’t look at mine. Every day I saw her she seemed to be thinner, and her dark circles under her eyes seemed more noticeable. I cant bare to see her like this, and of course I wanted to talk to her about it but there where cameras everywhere. I need to know what’s wrong, I’ve always been there to protect her since the day I laid eyes on her. If she looked skinny- I bought her food, If her hair was messy- I’d fix it for her, If she was sad- I would hold her until she wasn’t sad anymore.. But what am I supposed to do now, anytime I tried to help her she would push me away or the cameras were around. 

Seolhyun's P.O.V
    Seeing Hyejeong so worried about me was the worst part. I couldn’t tell her.. Not now anyways. I don’t want her being so sad during the filming. She means the world to me, from the moment I laid eyes on her. To us, our relationship is more than just intimacy… we could talk for hours- days if we could, she would hold me whenever I needed her- even if it meant she didn’t get to eat or pee lol… I miss her and I’m sure she feels the same. I just cant look at her without wanting to burst into tears. 
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    I check my phone.. its 2 in the morning and I haven’t slept at all. I miss Hyejeong’s warmth. The cameras were having technical difficulties this afternoon so they weren’t going to be turned back on until tomorrow. Now is the best time to talk to Hyejeongie… I cant see her like this anymore. I slowly exited my room hoping not to wake anyone up, as I stood in front of her door I tried to think of what to say but the only thing on my mind was after tonight, things might never be the same. 
    I entered to see Hyejeong sound asleep. As I walked towards her bed I saw the picture of when we wore wedding dresses for a photo shoot, she always told me how beautiful I looked in that photo and that one day that photo will be replaced with our real wedding photo. She always seemed so cold on the outside if you didn’t know her, but to me she’s the sweetest person I’ve ever met. 
    I sat down near her on the bed, she wasn’t awake yet but it gave me some time to just look at her. Her checks were so chubby when she laid down, and could stare at her till I fell asleep. I couldn’t help but notice how even in her sleep she looked worried, and how she was curled up. I reached foe her hand to wake her up, they were so cold… I was always there to keep her warm at night. I walked around to the other side other bed and laid down, I wrapped my arm around her waist which woke her up. Her back was facing me but I could hear her soft voice “Seolhyun-ah … is that you?..”  She tried to turn over but I held her tighter “Can we just stay like this for a few minutes..” as I said that I couldn’t help but cry.I felt her hand grab mine, “Your hands are so cold, here face the other way.” Facing the other side of the room I could feel her arm wrap around me, my tears started coming down faster, I missed being the little spoon. 

Hyejeong’s POV
    I missed this, falling asleep with my arm wrapped around Seolhyun, but this… this was different. Her body temperature was still so cold and I could hear her crying but I just held her. 20 minutes later I felt her pulse speed up. “Hyejeong-ah… I.. uh” I heard her voice crack as I heard her cry even harder “I’m leaving AOA, nest week.. to fulfill my acting career” 
    I could feel my body shake and my eyes water. “your leaving” I- just couldn’t process this. “What am I going to do without you, who am  supposed to cuddle with at night, or get food with, whose am I going to stare at during practice!!??” I didn’t notice my voice raise but I didn’t care. “Ill visit you every week and call you everyday Hyejeongie, I wont forget about you.. I promise.” I spent the rest of that night holding here like it was the last day I was going to see her.
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    Seolhyun's P.O.V

     Its been over a year since me and Hyejeong talked to each other. With her schedule and mines we never had time for one another. I still  miss her everyday, at night I could have 3 blankets on but my waist would still feel cold from where her arm used to always be. Sometimes I would cry at night, hoping somehow she was there to hold me. 
    I expanded my acting career in America, it didn’t take me long to learn English so I thought why not. I started filming a new movie and I actually played as a gay woman, “Seolhyun, we had to replace the girl you’ll be married to with someone else, you should meet Hyejeong.” as my director said that me and her made eye contact. “Married, ironic isn’t it?, Seolhyun-ah I missed you so much” 
    I never thought I would see her again. “I missed you too” 

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Author : This is the longest chapter I have ever written lol, I'm currently writing 3 different stories so forgive me if i Dont update in forever. I also hate writing sad stories so I was actually crying the whole time I wrote this lol thank you for all the subs and comments <3