Hi guys so I know we are all hurt yesterday, well as I see some are happy too, about the news regarding Jongin and Krystal dating /my kokoro/ but I just want to share what my thoughts are regarding this.

So yesterday as I opened my Facebook account I was ready with all the April fools prank people would post about and then I saw the "KaiStal Dating" I was like "that's a good prank I nearly had a heart attack" but as I was going further everyone was talking about it and that's when I've realized that it was all real, it was fcukin real! I was sad, heartbroken and all sad emotions combined, it was another, as I call it, BaekYeon Part 2.

Yea Baekhyun is my bias but Jongin is my ideal type. When the BaekYeon news came out, as OA as it may sound, I did cry over that and I told myself that knowing Baekhyun is taken all the members can all just date and I won't be hurt but not Jongin cause that would be the death of me. I know it may sound selfish because we do not own him but real talk if your bias was the one you would also think the same, if not then good for you. I am not bashing Kai or Krystal. Being sad doesn't mean I don't approve of their relationship. Im just sad and I can't explain it.

I just want to say this to those people saying that Kai stans are over reacting, you'll never know the pain until you're in the same place. I've been there, done that and again /because Jongin/ so please do not judge. They are already hurting and you'll hurt them more