There's no specific place that tells you the real point of this author note below. I'm just find it good and respectful to read the whole thing then judge at the end.

Dear all,

I'm so sorry yet again that I had 'promised' you guys for constant update. As you see, I am an author who let my co-author to edit before posting since I don't want a simple mistakes could ruin the whole flow and feeling. Yes, my friend is so, so, so important in this story I'm bringing and creating since she has been following me through all my crazy imagination until writing it down and posting it up. 

So, when one is busy, the story could not go on. I'm writing when I'm bored when I'm in need of throwing my mind out which always happens during midnight so I could relax my body down ( is it related to insomnia?). I don't know, and I write when my parents arguing and fighting which happens quite a lot. It's a lot easy to bring you guys through the emotion of my story when I'm in a distorted mood ( I know I'm weird ). And then, I would send my story to my co-author and tell her the day when I wanted it to be done.

But that's not the whole point. I couldn't force her to do quick, she has a life outside this little community we have here, and me too. Well, I'm quite happy that no one actually rushing me or unsubscribe to me (and maybe now I'm giving you the idea, oopsie) like other authors (or maybe... my low self-esteem is coming) but I feel guilty somehow. <