Diggin in the dirt
Crazy, Stupid LoveSehun's POV
Seulgi was threatening me that she would tell Nana everything so i had to do what she told me, acted cold towards her, telling everybody that she's my girlfriend and that i love her, when i saw Nana's tears i was ready to tell her everything but i couldn't it was hard for me, it would have been worse if i told her that Seulgi's pregnant, pain that she has now would be nothing compared to what she doesn't know
''So you're going to be dad huh?''
''Kai, i have a lot to think about, what if she's not pregnant and faking it? i have to ask her do the test, it's my only hope.''
''Nana? is she okay?''
''She moved out, because of me. i don't even know what she's doing lately i'm worried that something might happen to her, she's all alone. I'm treating her like a jerk and i hate it''
''Do you love her?''
''I ing do, i love her very much i can't even imagine how could i endure a day without hugging her, that makes me go crazy i can't anymore it's too hard for me''
''It's the first time i see you like this, how long are you going to keep lying to her''
''I don't know hyung i really don't''
Nana's POV
all this days i was thinking why did Sehun change his mind so suddenly, was he really joking with me? but he seemed so sincer when we were together, i can hardly believe it.
i skipped school for 1 week i had to go back or they would expell me
Next day:
i went stright to my class, everyone was looking at me on my way and were telling something to each other
i finally reached my class, i saw Namjoon looking at me
''Hey, can i sit with you?'' i asked him
''Sure if you want to'' he didn't even look at me
''Um is that true about you and Sehun?''
''Do we have to talk about that now?''
''Sorry, i didn't mean to''
''It's okay, just don't pay attention to it'' i faked my smile, how could i smile with heart in my situation
after lesson ended me and Namjoon went to eat our lunch
''Let's not stay there i don't want to see him'' my heart started beating fast whenever i reminded of Sehun
''No Nana, you have to face it show him that you aren't broken and that you don't care about him anymore''
''I can't do that, i'm not strong enought''
''Rely on me, just do what i tell you''
we sat at a table and Namjoon went to get the food. Sehun wasn't there
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