Nana's POV

Darkness is something we can't escape from, we are going to stuck in it eternally. Love, love, love what is it good for? absolutely nothing. It's kinda easy when you've got nothing, because nothing can't be taken away from you. Anger, jealousy, bitterness, tiredness, hope, lust, love. It's everywhere. It's conceptual, you just can't see it.. we mustn't get attached to moments. Good or bad they all pass. I went crazy when i was with him, i can't let that happen again. Love's not suppose to do that! He made me go mad!

tears fell from my eyes, they couldn't stop coming, when you love someone it hurts, like i have been burning in fire, my whole body ached, what was that i couldn't give him? where did i do wrong?

phone started ringing and i got out of my thoughts

''Yoboseyo?''

''It's me Namjoon, can you look out from your window?''

when i looked out of the window i saw him standing smiling

''What are you doing here'' 

''Come down, let's have a walk''

i really needed fresh air so i accepted his suggestion

''Are you okay?''

''No.''

''I will help you in everything''

''Thanks''

''Just smile okay?''

''Is is necessary, you are the most beautiful girl in the world when you are smiling'' he stopped and caressed my cheek

''I don't like it when i see you this sad, because of a guy who doesn't even deserve it''

''I know..''

''Talk to me, let it out, don't let them in it will kill you inside''

''Does it matter? i'll try my hardest to forget about him, everything that was between us all were fake, none of it really existed''

''I love you'' 

''What's with that sudden confession''

''I want you, i want to care about you, i want to be by your side''

''Namjoon.. you know i can't think about serious relationship anymore, until this bad feelings go away entirely''

''I know, that's why i'm telling you to be with me, i can help you forget about everything, you know how much i want to kiss you now? i just don't want to do something wrong, i will always respect your desicion'' he came near and hugged me warmly, i really needed a hug from someone, i wanted to feel loved, i wanted to feel something besides heart ache

Sehun's POV

i was waiting for Selugi in the hospital to take out the results, i hoped that she faked everything i would run out of here to Nana and explain her everything

''Here'' she came and gave me a paper, it said that she was pregnant

''No more hesitation. now as you promised, you must take care of us''

''Seulgi..'' i was ruined once more

''Yes Sehun, you are going to be a dad! i love you'' she hugged me, for the first time i wanted to cry, i