Krystal Jung has come up against the most painful goodbye of her time on earth. It has never been spoken, nor put into words. They take off from her life with ease and come back later only to pick up whatever they require. What the hell they think of her again? A 24-hour convenience store? That’s why she dares not to run into new people. She never does and never will.

[Pann/Instiz] Krystal settled on not carrying on her contract with SM

(+883, -92) Crossing the threshold of an idol life is pretty scary. But, know what’s even scarier? Regret.

(+788, -55) Jessica is the one to hold responsible for this mess.

(+956, -78) Well said there! Krystal is known for being insolent since f(x)’s debut and now she’s being selfish to walk out the other members.

The general public calls her selfish and names her stubborn for no proper reason. They merely point the finger at her for existing, for breathing—for doing nothing. She wonders, when will they stop taking whatever she does to be faulty? Come what may, they are solitary an army of keyboard warriors out there.

Love. Even though it’s an unconditional commitment (but love is one of the toughest words) to an imperfect person named Choi Seunghyun. To love somebody, he has to pay the penalty with a decision, a judgment, and a promise. Under no circumstances, he only cares for his complete freedom. Call him a terrible person, that ugly part is pieces of him as well.

it’s a cycle of girls and mistakes

love them for one night and hate them when morning comes

can’t own up to it

because of my selfish pleasure, everything is being ruined

can’t stop this dangerous full speed run

now i have no interest, no fun anymore

i’m standing alone at the edge of a cliff

i’m going home; i wanna go back to how it was before

“If I ever run back to him again. Come down on me like a ton of bricks without being sorry about it.”

“I’d like to make you mine. But sorry, you’re not my type.”

He only commits himself to lend a helping hand to her, whom being trapped in her own carousel. Despite everything, she will be nothing else but his opposite—his antithesis.

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