Excerpts from Jongin's Book

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A/n: I didn't want to call it a journal, just because it's not decidedly a journal yet. At least, not for Kyungsoo. So it's his book. Comment if you understand anything Jongin is saying here ㅎ

I am under the weather.

We all are under the weather.

The weather is everything. It controls everything.

You are the weather.

You control everything.

You control me.

I want you.

Who are you?

I am under you, but you are no one. You have no face. You don't exist.

I want you.

There is nothing in the world.

I want to love you. I want to be loved.

You are everything.

What are you?

I am yours. You control me. I cannot ever fight against you.

Yet I don't know you. I don't know what you are.

You.

You are nothing.

You are everything.

I am nothing.

I am yours.

So of many events throughout initial mankind's evolution states

I would always nearly try turning over kayaks in lilac lakes

Meanwhile you see everything lies fake.

No thing in life is permanent yet

one day things all seem ordinary. Who

knows why birds sing early in the day or

how many people are dying right now but

much of the time spent on

this insignificant practice of life

hurts our opportunities to be hearing the birds as they burn up in the sunset.

I do not

think it wise to

want to be

going about in the world

alone

when there are so many spiders and it’s not safe

anymore.

This is where I like to go.

This is where I'd like to die.

A/n: Anyone else confused?

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Abiisthebomb #1
So has this been cancelled or?
Love_Mark #2
Chapter 3: *head spinning* Let me process these deep mind thoughts
jiMinsugar #3
Chapter 3: Jongin is weird
Weird is Jongin
I love this story
Fighting author-nim! xxx
KimchiCupcakes #4
Chapter 3: I think I know the first one but the others don't really make sense. The first one is talking about someone he likes I think.
babypikachuchan #5
Chapter 3: I'm I figured two of them almost straight awayyyyyyyyy omggggg I'm dying. I'm still trying to figure out the other three tho. I feel like it's staring me right in the face ;-;
witchofLVE #6
Chapter 3: hunhan won't be that heartless to publish soo's crush, right? T^T

jongin's writing's very intriguing even though i'm not entirely sure what it means but i like it all the same. i'm more curious as to why he gave it to kyungsoo in the first place. anyway, it'd be awesome if you can include more excerpts from jongin's book later on as well ^^

update soon please~ can't wait to read more ♥
Ha_Jae_Lyn #7
Chapter 3: I don't know why but I really feel like it's Jongin who wrote that because I see him as this weird kid who live in his world and he seems to have some issues here so after reading this I want to give him a hug. ;3;

The only thing I can think of after reading the first one is god.. '·'

I'm sure we all can't understand but later in the story we'll know more about Jongin(and maybe Kai too) and all of this will make sense x)

Anyway I still like it because I can't really understand (maybe because I just woke up..) but I still think that this is really cute. I look foward for the next update !
Fighting author nim ~
kaiserwu #8
Chapter 3: Uhuuuuu so mysterious makes me curious *.*
vlackerine #9
Chapter 3: Oh, this is sad. I feel like Jongin is a misunderstood hero here (feel free to strangle me if I'm wrong). I feel like patting Jongin's head too, poor baby. *pat* *pat*
chensubs #10
Chapter 3: After reading all the sometimes-eerie nonsense that I had so far, I didn’t like the feeling this page gave me, either. I closed the book, and didn’t read anymore that weekend.
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