a/n: Not beta'ed

Week passes and now we finally ended promoting ‘Trespass’ and could finally rest. Kwill hyung decided to treat us all for our hardwork after debuting but I was too tired so I stayed in.

I changed into my night shirt and flop on to my bed, closing my eyes as I drifted to sleep.

“Hyung… Wonho Hyung….”

When I open my eyes Changkyun was staring at me blankly with his deep brown eyes which I kept on staring everyday. I wonder if he ever noticed.

“Oh Changkyun, did you guys just got home I’m sorry I was too tired so I–“

“I didn’t come” he said and lies beside me.

“Oh… that’s weird”

He didn’t say anything.

“So uh… you hungry?”

“Nah I’m fine”

“You sure? You didn’t had breakfast this morning, since last night someone ate the whole cereal box we bought yesterday”

“Really hyung I’m fine by the way its actually Kihyun, he was too hungry after watching those midnight dramas”

“Aahh no wonder our stock of food never last… well okay then”

We didn’t say anything after that we just lie down beside each other.

Out of blue, Changkyun roll up my shirt and pause for a while.

“You want to do it?”

Changkyun kisses me and kiss me and kiss me until my lips turn luscious red. His tongue was warm and I’m starting to feel hot and dizzy. I feel his arms roaming on my body but then he stop kissing me and whisper,  

“Nope, no today”

“What?”

He didn’t answer, instead he sneak inside my shirt and put his arms around my waist. His nose presses on my chest and I can feel his breath.

“MInhyuk’s right you do smell good”

I giggled at his childishness. This is the time when Changkyun wants to be pampered.

“Hyung?”

“Hmm?”

“I’m tired”

“I know”

“Hyung… I miss them, I miss my friends from Nubility. I was too busy… I was too excited about debuting that I forgot about them. I didn’t even call or text them I- I feel selfish and sorry, sorry for Gun, Yoonho, Seokwon, Minkyun, Kwangji and Yoosu. After all I’m just a new guy and yet I’m the one who debuted first. I feel guilty because I  was already confirmed to debut while the other work hard, probably even harder than me. I hate myself, I hate the fact that I’m just a good for nothing person. I bet they all hate me”

Then Changkyun starts to cry so I kiss his forehead trying to calm him down which only made it worse because he starts to cry louder.

“Don’t say that Changkyun, you know I love you and I always be besides you through sadness and happiness. You are perfect so please don’t think like that, I’m sure they’ll  understand.”

“Hyung I'm........

I’m in love…….  with you”

“I love you too”

By the time he stop crying we both were asleep at the same time the other come home

♦♦♦

The sound of people talking and laughing can be heard from the front door of their dorm.

“I’m glad Kwill hyung told Gun and the others to join in, too bad Wonho and Changkyun wasn’t there.” Said Kihyun

“Yeah they were so excited to see those two but where are they anyway—“ said Jooheon

“Shh… look…” Shownu said pointing on Wonho’s bed

The five boys giggle at sight of the two person lying on the same bed, Minhyuk on the other hand grabs his phone and took their picture. “Now I can use this to blackmail Wonho, kekekeke”

The End.