Chapter 3:

Sooyeon ah, I’m sorry Sooyeon ah... I’m sorry.

Nothing seemed to make sense anymore.

Taeyeon was no longer herself.

She lost her soul the day she read the letter.

She got help from professionals.

Yet she stayed immobilized, unfazed.

Her mind no longer worked.

Her imaginations left as her soul did.

Blaming herself,

hating herself,

hurting herself,

cursing herself.

Living hell.

Sooyeon ah, why didn't you tell me? You know I'm a little slow.

Sooyeon ah, why didn't you take me with you? I can't continue this. You said it wasn't my fault when we both know if I didn't walk away, we would be laughing at our inside jokes all by ourselves right now.

Sooyeon ah...

Is what she'll say over and ove