Jaejoong sat without saying anything either. His gaze fixed onto the younger boy whose trying his best to sleep with his back facing him. He looked around the room and saw a mineral water on the table. Carefully, he took the bottle and sat at the other side of the bed, facing Nichkhun whose obviously eyes still opened.

"Drink?" he offerred to the younger male. Nichkhun sighed a little and nodded once before he sit back, leaning against the headboard. He took a sip and thanked the older male. Jaejoong smiled a little and glad that the latter didn't ignore him anymore.

"Why are you here?" Nichkhun asked after being silent for a while. Jaejoong fixed his hoobae's pajama and blanket, afraid if the latter might catch cold.

"What happened to any other idols that needed them to be in the hospital...lack of rest..." he said calmly. They both stared at each other for a while, trying to read each other's mind. 

"Had you tell anyone?" Jaejoong asked. His face turned serious that it almost scared Nichkhun. Jaejoong soften back when he realized the younger flinched and eyes widen in shock.

"N...no..." he looked down on the bed as his fingers kept moving restlessly.

"Did something happened that day? Did they come to you?" Jaejoong asked, scooted closer this time. Nichkhun trembled and tried to get up, but Jaejoong held him down.

"Please, tell me. What did they do to you?" Nichkhun whimpered and struggling to avoid the older man with his weak body. How he hates his weak state right now.

"You might die! I don't care if I die, but not you!" Jaejoong raised his voice, eventually stopping the younger male from struggling more. Nichkhun stopped but still refused to look at him. And Jaejoong knew, the hoobae in front of him now is scared. Just like him.

"I didn't mean to scare you...but...I'm so sorry that you're dragged into that matter too...You are not suppose to be there at all...You are not suppose to be involved in this kind of thing...sorry...But you need to tell me, what did they do to you? I wanted to save you..." Jaejoong said, taking Nichkhun's cold hands. Nichkhun didn't say anything but just staring at the blanket. After a while, he ed his pajama and let Jaejoong to see his chest by himself. He has no courage to say anything.

"How many times? Did you remember?" Jaejoong asked in worry as he buttoned back the pajama. 

"It was two before I fainted..." he said weakly. Jaejoong sighed and caressed Nichkhun's cheek. Poor boy, because of me, he is suffering..he thought.

"Listen to me...I need you to promise me some things...do you think you can do that?" Jaejong held both Nichkhun's arm, turning him to look at him. Jaejoong almost fall when he saw how lost and innocently confused face Nichkhun had now. But he had no choice. Both of them had no choice.

"What?"

"Go back to your family. Stop being an idol. Tell me when you started to feel hurt or weak. And don't tell anyone about what had happened...not at all..."

"What?? I can't do that..."

"Yahhh~~ this is hard for both of us. Me too...please...listen to me..."

"Not