i feel so left out
my father used to  adore me
my mother used to love me
my friend used to care with me
he used to be mine

but where are they now?
why everyone leave me?
what did i do?
did i make mistake?

the devil swim in my head, my heart, my eyes
i feel the burn
they taste like an iron
but it's feel so good
so refreshing
so tempting

it's like the desire can't be tamed