*in Wendy’s perspective*

I never thought that our relationship will end.

I didn’t expect that the thing we built together for 4 years will turn into ashes.

I was hoping that we can talk, work it out, and fix everything that was ruined.

But, how?

 How? When you already turn your back and walk away.

Leaving me alone after you say every thing you want to say.

You didn’t even let me speak; you didn’t want to hear my thoughts. You just shut your ears along with your eyes while you clench your fists and saying the things, the horrible things to me.

They say there is no such thing called ‘forever’. You said to me, the people around us may not believe in it but you believed in that “Forever”

You said I am your forever, I will be.

But, What Happened?

I don’t know what happen to us.

I want explanation, I want you to elaborate everything the things that I did to make feel that way.

I asked you while kneeling and crying my heart out in front of you but you just stare at me.

You didn’t even say anything. You just stare at me while your tears are rolling down to your cheeks.

I can’t move. I wanted to get up and brush away the tears but I can’t. Sorry but I really can’t.

I loved you, in fact, I still do.

I want to hug you,

I want to kiss you,

I want to be with you.

But,

 I know that right now,

 Tomorrow,

And the day after tomorrow,

And in the next years,

We can’t.

You can’t.

I can’t.

I’m in a mess.

A mess made out of the things that we built together crashed, right in front of my face

I want to start again.

I don’t know how.

I don’t know where to start.

You didn’t even leave some hope for me.

You dragged everything with you, everything from me.

I felt .

I feel .

I wanted to be mad at you,

I wanted to be angry for the things that you’ve done to me.

It’s just…

It’s just that I don’t have enough guts to do that.

It may felt so right to be mad at you but at the same time it felt so wrong.

As soon as the door closed after you left, my world starts to crumble.

Because you were my world,

In my life, everything revolves around you.

You were my sun, my moon, my star.

I was drowning with the sea of your love.

I was standing in the middle of your land, a land of pure pleasure.

I was breathing all your scent.

But now it’s gone.

I can’t bring back the past

I can’t do anything about it.

I wish you are fine now.

I wish you are not miserable like how miserable I am.

I want you to be happy.

So, I am letting you go,

As I let myself go too.

Hi!! Hello.

Please tell me how was it?

I'm a wenrene so...bye

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