Lost Heart
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He lowered the bottle, eyes trailing over to the dark red haired boy standing in the doorway. “You’re my new roommate?”
“Yeah.”
The young man didn’t bother to stand up, just waved at the boy to come into the room. “I’m YoungSaeng, third year, what’s your name?”
“Ryeowook, second year.”
Silence passed between them as YoungSaeng studied the standing boy. There were scratches around his neck and the backs of his hands. Some faint marks could still be seen on his fair face, standing out against those seemingly delicate features. If it weren’t for the look in those eyes, YoungSaeng may have left the kid alone.
He stood up walking over to a cooler in the corner of the room. Reaching inside, he pulled out another bottle of beer, tossing it to Ryeowook. “You drink?”
“Sure.”
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Lost Heart
When it Rains Angels are Crying (Read at any time, it doesn't affect the story)
Warning: swears/curses, slight mention of
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Foreword
Readers~
Here is a recap of the Soft Heart :)
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They had been together for who knows how long…
He kissed the slender boy again. “Tell me that I’m wrong?”
“You can count on me if you have a hard time here! And come play your violin any time you want. I’ll listen,” he smiled…
Henry nodded, looking down shyly. “Thank you Ryeowook hyung…”
“We’re indebted to each other for life. I don’t know why you’re worried about something as ridiculous as that, Wookie.”
Kyuhyun grinned, pulling Zhoumi close to his own body on the heated dance floor. “So did you miss me?”
You’re special to the me right now and I don’t want to regret anything with you. That’s why please be mine Zhoumi.”
The first was Kyuhyun’s hate for that stupid bunny. The second was the birth of Ryeowook and Sungmin’s fan service.
“He’s always protected me because in our old schools I would be harassed a lot since…well…”
There was nothing beautiful about him, so why did everyone fawn over him?
“We haven’t talked much these past few days though…do you have any time?” He really hoped the answer was yes.
“Only for a little while, okay?” Kyuhyun murmured, running his fingertips through the other boy’s feathery tresses…
“Take a deep breath,
Don’t dream of death,
Listen to my hushed voice,
As I offer you the choice,
Open and grassy,
Bright and blue,
Follow a white stream,
And you’ll see a dream,
Now open your eyes,
See the endless skies,
Purity and nothingness,
You and me,
Peer up at the stars,
For this world is ours…”
He collapsed against the cool floors, fingers clawing at the fire wall capturing his heart…
“…We should go see Dr. Choi. He’ll make sure you’re alright okay Wookie?”
“No, no, I’m okay Kyu…”
That’s the first time he’s ever lied to me…
“You’re telling me that you don’t agree with me? Is that right?”
. “No…no, I wasn’t doubting you. I’m sorry Kyu…please don’t be mad anymore…”
. “Good,” he whispered, brushing his lips over Ryeowook’s, “you’re better right here.”
“As it’s always been…,” Ryeowook replied…
“ me.”
Eunhyuk’s head shot down to Zhoumi. “W-What?”
The younger boy gazed up at him. “You heard me. Do it.”
“…Kyuhyun.”
Zhoumi’s heart sank and rose at the same time. “C-Coming!”
“I’m happy,” Zhoumi murmured, kissing Kyuhyun’s lips, “I’m so happy that tears are coming…”
“Hmm?” Ryeowook turned his head, meeting the warm, gentle lips of Sungmin…
He pulled away just a bit, eyes steadily gazing at the other. “The Phantom…he’s so much more alluring, isn’t he?”
Ryeowook read the three letters written at the bottom of the map. “K…U…G…?”
“I doubt the Hound is here. He’d never be caught dead in a people polluted place like this, don’t you agree Wookie?”
“This is what I’m talking about!” Sungmin shouted, grabbing Minho’s collar...
You’re just overreacting because you like that little Ryeowook kid.”
“I wonder why—” he cut himself off…“MOLESTER!”
“ me harder,” Zhoumi gasped…
“…If I find out that you’ve collapsed again, you’re under house arrest,” Kyuhyun added, shutting the door behind him…
Ryeowook felt his eyes close, as his lips moved in a secret rhythm against Sungmin’s.
Tip #4:
If you want to be trusted then first you have to show them that they are trusted….
“You hooked up with that Taemin guy?” Ryeowook whispered sharply.
“In a bathroom?” Sungmin added.
Maybe he’s expressing the feelings that he might feel or want to feel or thinks he feels. It’s a mess of musical joy and sorrow and frustration.
. “Look, look, Dragon’s Breath!” Ryeowook huffed…
“Spend Christmas with us,” he replied…
“Don’t kiss me….” He stood up, grabbing his jacket and stumbling to the door, head lowered. “…just don’t do that anymore,” he whispered, unlocking the door, “I don’t want it.”
Zhoumi repeated his words, “…I want to be with you the entire night Kyuhyun…just us, nothing else.”
“—it’s good that you found someone to care so much about!” Ryeowook went on…
You’re perfect too Kyu…you’re too perfect….
“Look at me…,” he whispered, pushing Sungmin’s scarf down as he leaned forward, eyes falling closed oh-so slowly, “because you’ve touched my heart…so let me touch yours.”
What’s so special about doing it with someone who you barely know…?” He forced Taemin to look him straight in the eye. “Can you tell me?”
“I said let go of me you, tard. There’s no reason for me to stick around if I can’t get in your pants…”
Ryeowook nodded, touching his broken lip. “Sorry…”
“Not your fault,” Minho murmured, “I agreed to it.”
“Before we can say goodbye to all of you, there is a rather troubling event that we must all take a moment to understand. Two nights ago…”
“Now then,” he began gently, speaking into the microphone, “It’s time to say goodbye.”
“You were going to see them too…right?” Hope shone deep in the honey blonde boy’s eyes.
“…Yeah,” Mir affirmed, fingers gently closing around the other boy’s.
It’s just us…
No one else can hurt us here…
Do you see it? Right there, just close your eyes…
Is it bright and blue and grassy…?
…Yes. If that’s what you see…
Yeah…I can see something dark in the distance though…
Don’t look. Only focus on this place…
How come?
…Because this is where you go to get away from that darkness.
Isn’t it dangerous to be blind to everything? Won’t we get hurt this way…?
No…I’m here and you’re here, we’ll protect each other from everyone…
You’re the only one I can trust…, right?
Yeah…and you’re the only one I can trust too…
We’ll always be like this…here…right Kyu?
Forever, Wookie…
Kyuhyun silently entered the doctor’s office after dinner…
“Kyu…?” Ryeowook mumbled, eyes slowly opening.
“Yeah, it’s me,” he murmured…
“More importantly…I…,” Kyuhyun paused, eyes falling to the other’s battered hand, “I’m moving out…this coming term…”
“This…It’s too much. I thought I could continue dealing with you…”
“Don’t go…,” Ryeowook whispered to the air.
“…He left me…”
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