I get back to see Alexandra spacing out and setting alone.. I walk to her

“ hey .. “ I said then she look at me

“ ahh hae , so did you have fun—yaah you so wet you will get sick go and change your clothes “ she shout at me

“ ok” smile to her and leave I run to my room but I see suzy drawing .. I watch her without she even notice me ,

“ wooow is that me “I pointed at the draw , she draw a guy I think it’s me

She smile the write to me : “yeah guess so , but my hae is more beautiful “ she smile again

I just hugged her ..  how much I love her and I care about her ..  so I look at her

“ amm what about we go for a walk tomorrow ? like cinema or restaurant or Amusement Park ? “ I smile

She nodded then she talk with me In her Sign language am good at it because of her .. she said

“ it’s ok for me “ I smile then leave her room

I change my clothes and get a bath then go to mom

“ so what for dinner ? “ I smile to her

“ you only come to eat huh !?? “ she get a little laugh in her words

“ amm mom , tomorrow , my dad domeuge gonna come tomorrow ? “ I ask her as she passed to me dinner , for only me seems they all eat

“ am I don’t think so honey , why “ as she give me juice too

“ will I wanna go with suzy some places maybe she will love it “ I said then fill my mouth with food

After I  finish my dish I go to clean the dishes and the place after all of that I go running to get the garbage out , but then I see kyu talk with sungmin I run to hide my self behind the trees .. I see them talk and when kyu about to leave sungmin hugged him from back... I was just watching them but then I see them smiling but laughing when hyuk come with them I just watch...  

After they go inside the house I go inside main too .

I go to sleep cause I feel really tired , I wake up at my window sound cause it open by the wind

I get up and stretch ohh I feel tired

Will thanks god my dad not here or I’ll not be able even to move

I get downstairs , straight to kitchen

I take toast and anything I found  and get juice

Then I see something attracted me, a red Rose bouquet , it’s beautiful I look to it as I see a card I wonder should I read it or not , will it’s not main but I wanna know , but suddenly I hear her voice

“ Good morning son “ as she come and kiss my check

I take my hand off the bouquet and smile to her , but she look at me and the bouquet

“ it’s beautiful isn’t “ she go and take a set I go and set beside her

“ yeah love it “ I smile to her

“ do you know who give it ? “

“ nooo , tell me “   I look at her eye’s

“ it’s that man from yesterday ..” she smile to me

“ ohhh , ahaa “ I give her a wink and laugh at her she blush but then she try to deny

But then I see suzy with her white dress she really look like an angel , she look like she just woke up                                                 

 “ heeey suzy , good morning “ she smile then write to me “ good morning hae “

I get up and this time I made a real breakfast , they eat and I wash the dishes but Alexandra say “ leave the to me “ and she give me a wide smile , “ ok then “ I look at her then look at suzy

“ suzy go and get ready were going after you dress up .. “ she look at me and I know what she want

“ I will come to help you after I finish what I had “ she smile and run upstairs

Alexandra look at me then said “ take the money from my room the blue bag “

“ No , this time I’ll take from my money “ will I have my dad money and I work sometimes so I do have some money ..

I leave Alexandra then go to Suzy room I look at her she was Confused what to wear I look what she put on the bed some dress and skirt and some shirts

I look at her I chose pink short dress really cute with a white jacket , but then change my mind to a white short and pink shirt and I put a pink Hairpin in her wavy long orange hair it was cute she look at me then smile ..

“ hmmm I feel like I forget something “ I look at her then

“AHAA” I put her a lip-gloss  then she I take her little bag and put her thing , maybe to write and stuff

 I run to my room take money then back to her and hold her hand to leave she don’t go outside , I don’t know why .. just because you can’t talk doesn’t mean that you don’t enjoy your life .. :)

I get out of the house she said in her sign language “ I wanna see our neighborhood then we can go to any park “ she said smiling I understand her then say “ OK “ we were walking every time we stope at beautiful place she stop then draw it in her notebook then , we leave to a park she draw the kids and the place , after that I told her “ let’s go to a place that you gonna love it “ I smile then hold her hands then leave , I go to a mall we enter it and I see I girls dress shop I take her hands and go to it she smile to see allot of dress , we I don’t think that she go shopping by her self .. so this time I’ll let her take what she want , am not that rich but I can give her what she want

She look so happy and excited , but she circumspect , she look at the price tag but then she leave the dress but then I take it with me till she take one dress she look back to face that she got what she need but she look at me with allot of dress that she like then I take what in her hand then pay for them all , then the next thing we do is coffee shop I want her to take rest cause we take high heels and shoe and dress and everything so we go to take a rest in a coffee shop , we set then I ask her what she want she smile then jump and hugged me , kissed my check that her way to say thanks but  then she  point to a hot chocolate  “ ahh then that what you want “ I said then I said that I’ll take what she will take she smile like a child got a candy after allot of waiting .. the waitress come and take our order then I see something weird I look back again to see a freak man, I don’t why he would wear a sunglasses In a mall and coat even it’s not that cold, I look at him but he look away ..

Hyukjae P.O.V: 

I woke up from my brothers disturbing my sweet sleep .. I woke up and throw the pillow at them but they still noisy !!

I get up and run from my room I want to sleep in any room so I get down but then I shocked , I hear yesung try cocking and my mom with him and ryeowook laughing at him , yeah ryeowook is his friend

Then I see sungmin with his kyuhyun I leave them , maybe they got a sleep over but then suddenly I see the door  slam open ! I look to see my friends leetuek and shindong   they laugh and come in even none say they can come , but then they came and greet me and shindong was eating his candy all the time I hear my mom scream to yesung , it’s seems that he burn the food , I go to the kitchen to bring some water , but then I saw yesung burn all thee food but then he says that “ the real food is with a burn taste “ I laugh at him but then he shout at me “ yaah you must try before you laugh at others “ I take my glass and drink water but suddenly mom say that I have to go to bring some stuff for her , I didn’t say no cause I don’t have an excuse “ yes , mom “ I was going out and leave the house but when I get out , I see that boy again , he look happy , and he is with a girl , A GIRL !!? are they dating oh no she smile to him , what she is doing , she look like writing something or maybe drawing .. he just keep looking at her !!  OMOO , I really can’t - - - ahhh why should I care he is so handsome SURELY he have a girlfriend , maybe a million of  them ! yeaaah even what I say to myself is hurting me , hey they look like they will meave the park , amm I don’t care , I’ll just do what my mom said

I was shopping for what mom write for me to get

“ amm carrots and lettuce I think it’s that way “ the man say

“ ahh thanks “ I go there and buy some , after I finish everything I was going to my house but I want to know what happened with him “donghae “ sigh .. what should I-

“yaaah why did you take too long !! “ yesung almost shout at me

“ sorry I w-w-was … I was, I was lost ! “ yeah that the only thing I can say ! YEEY ,STUPID ME -,- now he will think am  DUM

“ ahh I thought so “ then he walk with me till we in our house and when we front the house door he smirk and say to me “ so who is it ?? “ whaaat what he mean !!!

“what !!? “ I nearly jumped when he come and says “ the one you love ? you’re not that stupid to lost , and say others name by wrong .. “ I was shocked , I blink more than 5 times !

“…”

“ will if you want to tell me who is it , I’ll be waiting for you “

“ ahh ok “ I just said when we entered the house

I can see he still have that evil smile but then , I know why

“ yaaaaaah ummaaaa hyuk  in love !! “ he run chuckling  to save his life

“aiiissh this boy I’ll kill him !!”  just then when all my family come gather around me

“ WHO is she “ everybody was asking me ! but then sungmin come and say

“maybe not she , maybe it’s “he” “ as he walked to me

“ yah am going to my room ! “ I rush to my room to avoid all of them

I lay on my bed and close the door .. sigh

  they all don’t know .. am not sure that I love him but am sure that I want him more than a friend