I run to close the door with a lock, and my window too.. aishh I still hear him there yelling !!

Am scared,, what should I DO now ?? “ heeey hu  donghae  hu open the door hu open that “ 

I covered my ears hoping that he isn’t drunk again.. But my tears keep falling down like it knows he is drunk “ahhh a a ahhu “I start to cry I can’t handle it  the scars andthe bruisesstill marked on my body from the last time and it’s still hurt me I don’t want to open the door .. please god (sob) please h-h-help me (sob) “yaaah donghae open the door NOW or , or ill kill you annnd and your sister   “ ahhh ahu my tears don’t stop and my body can’t stop Shivering and  sweating I can hear his steps .. ahuuuu

 I hear his steps away from my room .. “ no no please god not her !! “ and yeah it’s true he goes to her I run from the ground running to the door I try to open it but all I hear is “ him” yelling at her , I feel concerned to her , yeah even she is not my real sister , but I care to her ,the thoughts running in mind when am running out of my room and Fell from the stairs , I just stand to see him slapping her in her eyes full with tears, she didn’t say anything , or she can’t say anything cause she can’t talk ..

I say to him my dad or you can say so , “ hey , you are drunk you should take a rest “ I said when he look around to face me , and he walk to me , I try to hold on and he say “  look little boy ! in this house am the one who say what you do NOT YOU “ then he come to slap me too then I Lower my head and say “ Suzy you can go to your room “ I came to help her so she must be in safe ..  then “ yaah am talking to you “ when Suzy go inside then the  doorbell rang  , oh thanks god it’s help me I run to the door and Domeuge  who you can say is my dad leave me and gone to the living room I open the door , to see my mom with our neighbors I mean it’s only my mom and that women who says “ ohhh is that your son he is so cute “ with that she pinch my checks and my aunt will her real name is Alexandra , will she says  “ no actually , “ she look like she don’t wanna say , but then she says “ amm ill tell you later but for now come inside let’s drink some tae “ and then I leave them and go to the kitchen will yeah in here I do everything cooking , cleaning and stuff like this , so I go to make the tae .. and prepare it then I go to them and leave the tae and I hear Alexandra says “ will he is my sis son but his parents dead , so we take him “ then the other women shock and say “ ohhh when they dead ? “

“ ammm before 8 years maybe “

“ woah how old is he ?? “

“ amm he is 18“

“ ahhh like my son , will I think they will be a good friends “ and she smile

Then after that women stay maybe for 30 minute and she says she must leave .. so my mom call me to go with her when I arrived to her house she says that if I need anything and she give me her card I was a amazed that she was a psychological  and I bowed to her I was going when she said “ look son you must visit sometimes *she smile* I have a son just like your age you should meet him someday “

“ ahhh it’s my honor to meet him  “

“ ohhhh he also need to learn from you “ she come and hug me , I don’t even have a word to say , cause I really really need this Hug ..  I didn’t say anything , then she leave me and say “ don’t worry to tell me anything “

“ will I have to tell you something , I don’t have phone to call you , but am happy that you’ve give me your card , I’ll keep it always with me “ *he smile an angelic smile “ 

“ ohhhh you are really cute “ * she hugged him again , but this time there’s who talk

“ Ammma !! what are you doing !!!? Betray my dad ? “ a handsome boy appear 

I look at him with panic she laughed and I just say sorry to her and bowed then leave , I hate when I make troubles .. I just look at him again then leave.. Will yeah he is handsome I was thinking till I was in front of the door.. I came in and I hear Alexandra was talking to Domeuge  when my eyes met his eyes I run fast to my room and close the door ..  then I take a knife and put it in my pocket , but I covered the knife with tissue I just set on my bed I hear a knock  , I open the door to see Alexandra in front of me .. she came and I close the door I set in the chair beside her then she talk ..

“ look son , ahh I can see that you are not alright .. if it Domeuge I can …

“ ahh it’s alright maah it’s nothing .. “

“ No , no tell me if anything hurt you , “

“ no , no everything will be fine soon “ I smile to her

“ ohh I love that smile .. will I must leave “ yeah she work in some bar whatever but what most important was when she was going but she look back at me “ when you say soon .. is that mean you are going to “

“ ahh that all I can do “ she look at me with her sad eyes and long wavy hair .. yeah she is beautiful

“ will if you ready , tell me , I’ll be here for you and ill help you “

She leave the room as she leave me wondering how could I run from this place, this cursed place

Who destroy my life ,

~ Flashback ~                                    

“ dad I want that doll “ hae look’s at his dad with beautiful colorful eye

“ sure “ as his dad smile and look back at the toy store , at that day that store became hae’s store

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“ Daaad I can’t sleep “ with teary eye

“ ohh come here baby “ as he smile

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“ hae today is a special day “

“ why dad “ and he leave the stuffed Bear

“ today is your day son .. it’s your birth day “ and he hold his hand and go to a big gift

“ what is it dad , tell me tell me “ with his wide smile

“ open it “ and hae run to open it , and it was a Big teddy bear

“ woaaaaah “ and he run to hug the teddy bear  

~ End of flashback ~

Will yeah donghae real father was rich , that why the die , theirs someone who called the two of them

But he forget that little kid ..

As donghae was thinking there was a door slam , donghae look fast to the door as he see Domeuge

, all you hear is screaming and a hitting sounds …

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Donghae p.o.v:

I can’t feel my body , and the floor so sold I try to look up but something hit my head and I hear HIS voice

And I can hear his steps am so tired I can’t even get up , when my body already surrender and fall asleep ..

I woke up but I still feel the sorrow and all kind of pain in my whole body.. I try to get up but I fell down

“ aishhhh I still have allot of things to do “ when I stop thinking to know that my body fell asleep again ..

This time I got up from someone shaking I look up so fast to see suzy look when her eye’s full with tears I try to get up to hug her but she kneel to hug me and her tears fall down I put my hand on her hair trying to Touched her hair but then she write to me in her note “ are you ok ? “ I answer her with a smile and say “ believe me ill be ok and am getting stronger “ she smile with her long hair and white dress she look like an angel , I get up to show her am ok and I wear a hoodie and leave the room to do my routine , clean wash , cook  , after I finish I still feel the pain but I know when ill run from this place everything will be ok .