Great. I didn't have a nice sleep at all because of that good looking man, Vander. I can't deny to myself that I've had that feeling for him though we only met for a short time. "What running inside your mind? You're stress out." that's my bestfriend Gayle. "The guy you met at the park? Omg you're into him! I feel happy for you you start to fall in love again." "did i already experienced falling in love?" i sarcastically asked my bestfriend. "hey stop being so bitter. past is past and try to think of that guy at the park ONLY! Focus on him, maybe things will work if you'll make the first move." "you know what? i made the same mistake and i won't allow it to happen again." "so you're saying that you won't fall in love again?" "uh huh. now back to work." "i really don't understand you kilauea" frustrated by my answers she goes back to work. Am i too clingy about my past? Why i can't moved on? Maybe the wound are still not healed.