After 8months

On a cold night of octobar nights junghwa was sitting on the seat in the park which near her home she was put her headphones listening to music thinking how her life turned upside down infact she passing in difficult times she slept in hospital for 6months the treatment was harsh on her she started chemotherapy 

That was a new stage pass in her life her body distressed after each chemo session she get tired the whole day and suffered from headache , fatigue , nausea she lost her weight and what break her heart she lost a lot of her hair 

Psychologically

She become depressed , feel that everyone pitied her everyone changed toward her even hani and her dad they treated her like a lil baby she hated this because it reminds her of the illness and she basically want to forget for example:

They ask about the canser, if she tired or not !? They said to her

" you've lost your hair but your looks still wonderfull " they allways talking about that and junghwa thought that to much she can't handle this since she assumed responsbility to leave the hospital she dosen't want to see anyone 

Her father's hired a nurse monitors her situation closely , her frineds visited her and she didn't feel a big difference they still talking about her illness infornt her and asking stubid q after they go she went to her room and began cry to sleep

On other hand hani were worried about her lover she trying to take care of her even if she exaggerated when junghwa was in the hospital she was with her she visited her daily and remaiming with for a long time hani felt that junghwa may change due to illness ,junghwa was wilt in front of her eyes even if her health improved slighty she didn't understand why she behave coldly 

Hani was wondering is it because junghwa illness or she knew about the secret that she hide from 4months ago ken trying to return her to him he was called and texted her daily , he aware that hani on a love affair with junghwa he didn't cares about this because he knows about junghwa 

Hani talked about that what she feel to le and her frined reassured saying maybe junghwa feel depressed and she must be patient and stand by her side 

After hani went out from le house and on her way she saw junghwa sitting in the park she stood to look at her from a far minutes later she approached from junghwa and sat beside her ,Junghwa turned and smiles when she saw hani 

Hani: baby what are doing here alone it's cold !? Junghwa partnered her headphones with hani 

Hani smiled after hearing the singer was taeyeon she said : it's taeyeon hmmm !? 

Junghwa nodded saying it's good song 

The girls were silent and listened to the song :

Liking that song

Liking that road, that's not it, that's not it

I like the song we listened to together

Roads we used to walk together, it's true

From the beginnig, this ugly appearance 

I should've showed you my shabby self first 

Tell me first

Not ambiguously but a bit more clearer 

Like a fool, i

Words that said to be well, words that said thank you

What do i do!? I don't know anything 

Without any reason,

Are people who walk alone like me !?

Today, i won't be embraced

I'll turn back after seeing your face 

Today somehow to me 

You look very unfamiliar

Please, so you can know me 

Make it so you'll understand 

That's right, truthfully, i

Watched you today, without you knowing

Need you

Words that said to be well 

Words that said thank you

What do i do, i don't know anyth