FINAL

 "To fall in love is a legendary action that doesn't need any explanation."

 

 

"Kris." I think he's cute when he's munching that sandwich.

 

"Kris!" He looks like he haven't ate for days. 

 

"Huh what?" He was taken away from his thoughts when a voice called him.

 

"Sorry. What are you saying again?" He said as he took away his gaze from that boy.

 

"I was just asking if you want to join us tonight, Jongin is organizing a party."

 

"No thanks." He blurted out as he sipped from the glass of apple juice.

 

"I really think you've changed a lot." Chanyeol said as he placed his chin on his hands that were placed on the table.

 

Yifan just hummed as his answer.

 

"This Panda guy really changed your ways. From the narcissistic playboy to this love sick puppy infront of me." He said as he managed to shoot Kris a smirk.

 

"Shut up will 'ya?" He said as he counter-attacked Chanyeol's smirk with a glare.

 

"When do you plan on asking him out?" Chanyeol uttered. The statement made Yifan's eyes wide.

 

"Ummm... I don't know?"

 

"What the ? Do you want to be just like that? Looking at him from afar with those disgusting ogling eyes of yours?"

 

"As if you don't look at Baekhyun with disgusting ogling eyes." Yifan said as he rolled his eyes.

 

"That is out of the question. Kris you helped me with winning Baek's heart. I want you to know that I volunteer myself in helping you with this."

 

Yifan nodded and kept on thinking how would he tell Zitao his oh-so-deep-feelings for the other.

 

"What do you want? Sing him a song? Give him roses?"

 

"Bro I'm not good at those. I will just stutter and will eventually look like an idiot."

 

"Don't be such a coward and just tell him!"

 

"Easy for you to say, you have your own boyfriend."

 

"How are you suppose to tell your feelings if you're like that?"

 

"Easy bro. I'll write him a letter." Yifan said, completely proud of his idea.

 

"What the dude? How old are you 16? Please tell that brain of yours that we are already college students."

 

"Age is not connected to love."

 

"I can finally say that you have gone mad."

 

And all Chanyeol could do was nod and say 'okay'.

 

— -☆- —

 

"Can you tell me why am I dragged to this ?" Sehun said as he sent a glare to Chanyeol's direction.

 

"Hey! I asked you nicely." He said as he managed to let out a pout.

 

"Eww dude that's disgusting." 

 

"I'm cute! Right Baek?" Chanyeol said as he batted his eyelashes and pouted more.

 

"Ofcourse baby!" Baekhyun said as he pinched Chanyeol's cheeks.

 

they are really disgustingly sweet. Yifan thought.

 

Chanyeol removed Baekhyun's fingers from his cheeks and cleared his throat.

 

"So I called this meeting because we need to help Yifan make his letter for Zitao to show his affection to his panda."

 

"Aww he has finally grew up. Aren't you Fannie?" Baekhyun uttered, putting a little bit attention to Yifan's nickname.

 

"Yifan only needs you two to make this have-zitao's-heart project. Why am I included?" Sehun voiced out with a confused expression on his face.

 

"Because I may or may not saw you stalk china doll which is Zitao's bestfriend. And I know you know a lot about Zitao and China doll." Chanyeol said with a smile (?) painted on his face.

 

"What?!" And yes it came from the other three.

 

"How could you keep this from me Hun? I thought we're friends." Baekhyun said as he showed a pained expression.

 

"Aw don't worry babe. Its just our maknae growing up." Chanyeol as he placed a peck on Baekhyun's cheek.

 

"I-I d-didn't stalked him I swear!" He said as his hands show an x.

 

"Whatever. So lets get this started?" Yifan said as he brought a stationary paper and a pen with him.

 

— -☆- —

 

Finally it was monday and Yifan went to school with a letter in his hand and dark bags under his eyes.

 

Chanyeol was the first one to see him in that state. And he approached him with a not-so-good comment.

 

"Woah Bro you look like ." He said as he let out a chuckle.

 

"I know and stop rubbing it on my face. you." Yifan said with a rather colorful language.

 

"Yeah love you too." Chanyeol said as he let out a laugh.

 

"You ready?"

 

"I don't have a choice. Do I?"

 

Chanyeol nodded and said "Because if you don't do this, Baek will definitely kill you."

 

"What have I done in my past life to have friends like you?" He said with a dreadful tone.

 

"But you love us~ don't you Fannie?" Chanyeol said as he wrapped his arm on Yifan's shoulder. Yifan just let out a groan.

 

"Go and drop that letter. And ask Sehunnie what is Tao's locker number."

 

 

"Got it!" Yifan said as he made his through the hallway.

 

Sehunnie

 

Sehun!

 

What?

 

What is Tao's locker no?

 

602 near the sci lab

 

You and your stalking skills. Oh well thanks.

 

Goodluck hyung!!

 

Thanks.

 

 

 

As he made his way to his destination, his heart was hardly pounding inside his chest and his calloused hands were shaking. Ugh This is it Yifan. You can do this. He feels cold sweat trailing on the side of his head.

 

He almost can't feel his legs but he still dragged himself to Tao's locker. 

 

Few minutes later he found the locker with the number 602. There was a little opening on the locker which enabled him to slip the letter inside.

 

Before putting it inside his locker. He looked from left to right if there is anybody there. But he found none, he sighed in relief.

 

Placing a light kiss on the envelope, he slipped it inside Tao's locker.

 

— -☆- —

 

"OMG Look!"

 

"What is it?"

 

"You have a letter from your ultimate crush Yifan!"

 

"What?!"

 

"It says.."

 

To my beloved,

 

Umm. Hi? I know I'm a coward for saying my feelings for you in this form. But if I say this to you in person, I'll chicken out and run for my life so yeah. Here it goes.

 

I just wanna say you really are beautiful. You know you completely changed my whole personality. You wanna know why? I just wanted to be the man that will take care of you always and make you smile. Because that's what you always do, you make me smile (like an idiot). You don't know this but I always look at you and your cute expressions and actions. 

 

I like you. A lot actually. Meet me at the garden next week at 4pm. Tell me your answer. I'll wait for you. 

 

—Yifan

 

"Oh my gosh you're blushing."

 

"I'm not!"

 

 

— -☆- —

 

Its finally monday again. After a week of doubts and agitation. This is finally it. At end of the day its either he gets a heartbreak or a date.

 

The ticking of the clock inside his classroom iritates Yifan. Time was moving exceptionally slow. Slow than the usual.

 

30 minutes..

 

 

20 minutes..

 

 

10 minutes...

 

 

10 seconds...

 

 

3..

 

 

2..

 

 

1..

 

 

Yifan let out a sigh of worry as he heard the goodbyes of his classmates. 

 

He steps of the classroom and started to go to the garden.

 

It was exactly 4pm and he still can't see the Panda. Thousands of what ifs flooded his mind. His heart started to beat in a fast pace. His hands shaking and sweating a lot. 

 

"Y-Yifan?" His breath hitched as he turned around where the voice came from.

 

Instead of kitten-like eyes he was welcomed with doe eyes.

 

"C-China doll? Why are you here? Where's Tao?"

 

Did I dropped the letter in the wrong locker? Sehun that ing idiot.

 

"I do have a name. My name is Luhan." He said as he hanged his head low. He clutched the envelope in his hand.

 

Holy . What am I gonna do now?

 

"This must be a mistake-"

 

"But I thought you like me!" He said as he looked at Yifan with glassy eyes.

 

Damn he's gonna cry. What if Zitao will know and hate for the rest of my life? this .

 

Yifan placed a hand on Luhan's shoulder and gave it a squeeze. 

 

"Luhan, can you wait here for awhile? I'll be back."

 

China doll Luhan just nodded his head and wiped his tears cutely.

 

Yifan used his long legs to go to the powder room fast. He dialled Chanyeol's number for help.

 

"What the dude?!" Yifan's eyes widen as he heard moans on the background.

 

"What the you're at it? ing gross."

 

"Shut up or I'll hang this."

 

"Sorry. But please help me in this."

 

"What happened? Had a heartbreak Fannie~?"

 

"No you dip. I dropped the letter inside China doll's locker. I'm gonna kill Sehun. And he's here. I think he's gonna cry. What if Zitao will hate me because of this?"

 

"The ? Use your brain idiot. Why don't you grab this oppurtunity and make your way to Zitao by using China doll."

 

"What the ? What if-"

 

"Now or Never Wu Yifan!" Chanyeol as he dropped the call.

 

I have no choice. Breathe in. Breathe out Yifan.

 

Yifan now started walking towards the garden's direction.

 

It is indeed now or never. He knows he'll face thousands of consequences because of this. But he doesn't care if its for Tao it'll be worth it. 

 

He's desperate and this is the only way to Zitao, Luhan.

 

A few seconds later he's back at garden and saw Luhan fumbling with his phone.

 

Luhan suddenly looked at him and opened his mouth.

 

"So umm."

 

Yifan showed him a look of confusion.

 

"You're my boyfriend now right?"

 

"What? I mean yes haha." 

 

"Ok! See you tomorrow!" Luhan said as he placed a quick peck on Yifan's right cheek.

 

He was a little bit jumpy when he left, leaving Yifan a little bit dumbfounded.

 

— -☆- —

 

"Hyung! Tell me what happened yesterday are you dating now?" Sehun said as he happily approached Yifan in their usual spot in the cafeteria.

 

Chanyeol and Baekhyun are still nowhere to be found. So he was the only one sitting there.

 

Yifan hesitated a bit because he knows if Sehun will be aware of what happened, he'll definitely kill Yifan.

 

Its his fault anyway. Yifan thought.

 

"Tell me! Tell me! Tell me!" Sehun excitedly said.

 

"Sehun. I want you to relax okay?"

 

"Mhhmm!" He quickly nodded his head.

 

"Okay so." Yifan took a deep breath and started speaking.

 

"YoudickheadyougavemethewronglockernumberLuhanthoughttheletterwasforhim!"

 

"WHAT!?" 

 

"Sehun I too didn't-"

 

"How could this happen?"

 

"I don't know I just-"

 

"How could you take a step near my Luhan!"

 

"Sehun calm-"

 

"I thought you're my friend? How could you hyung?!"

 

"Sehun-"

 

"Did he kissed you? Oh my god. I'm going crazy!"

 

"OH SEHUN! WILL YOU SHUT UP?!"

 

"Oops?"

 

"Let me explain okay?" Yifan said as he pinched his nose in annoyance.

 

Aish this kid. 

 

"You gave me the wrong locker number. And Luhan thought the letter was meant for him. He looked like he's gonna cry when I told him it was a mistake. I was scared if he'll tell that to Zitao and Tao will hate me forever. So I decided to make my way through him to the path that leads to my Zitao."

 

"You're an idiot. If Zitao will know you're just using my pretty innocent Luhan you'll be dead!"

 

"I just thought if he'll love me back, he'll just forgive me instantly right?"

 

"No. I won't let you do this." Sehun said as he stood up from his chair.

 

"B-But Sehun."

 

"Tell Chan and Baek hyung I don't have the appetite to eat lunch today." And by that he left the cafeteria. A cold and furious aura could be seen from him.

 

Yifan banged his head on the table. Guilt washed All he wanted was to make Tao his. He didn't knew he will sacrifice a lot.

 

He felt a light pat on his back that made him sit up straight.

 

"H-Huang?" Yifan was in awe as he saw an 'angel' infront of him. 

 

It sent his heart in a fast pace and as if he lost his ability to breathe.

 

"Hey Wu!" The 'angel' said smiling.

 

"W-What a-are you doing here?" He managed to make a forced smile.

 

"You've gone red! Are you sick?" The latter said giving him a worried glance. He even tried to touch Yifan's face.

 

Yifan immediately distanced his face. 

 

Yifan calm down. Oh my god. I think I'll faint.

 

"I-I'm fine. W-Wh- Why are you looking for me?"

 

Zitao chuckled.

 

"Luhan told me you started dating yesterday and I just wanted to check on my bestfriend's boyfriend. And please don't call me Huang. Just call me Tao." 

 

"O-Okay."

 

"And one more thing." He said as he put his mouth near Yifan's ear.

 

It sent shivers through his spine.

 

"If you break Luhan's heart. You're dead." He whispered as he went his way out of the cafeteria.

 

My life is already ed up.

 

— -☆- —

 

Can I call you my everything?

Call you my baby? 

You're the only one who runs my world

 

He was awakened by his ringtone. 

 

Yifan groaned as he searched for his phone.

 

 

Calling...

 

China Doll

 

 

He pressed accept as he managed to let out a bored 'Hello'

 

"Morning Fanfan!" 

 

Something inside him says that he really shouldn't gave China doll his number.

 

"Mhmm. Yeah."

 

"I was just thinking if you could go with me today."

 

"What for?" Yifan said as squinted his eyes and let out a yawn.

 

"Oh I'm sorry did I woke you up? I'll go shopping." 

 

Ugh that word. I hate shopping.

 

He was suppose to say no when.

 

"ZiZi is coming with us if you don't mind. I just want to spend time with you both."

 

He wants to shout and say a thousand yes but he still kept his bored voice.

 

"M'kay."

 

"Okay! Thank you! See you later at the park around 10?"

 

"Okay."

 

"Bye!"

 

"Bye."

 

OMG a date with Zitao.

 

He thought as he kept on rolling on his bed and kept on squealling like a girl.

 

He fell out of the bed and it knocked him to reality.

 

China doll is included.

 

He sighed.

 

 

He checked his clock and it was already 10:15. They are late and Yifan hates late.

 

 

"FanFannie!" He heard from a distance. He hates to say that the nickname is really disgusting. (But if it'll come from Zitao maybe he can think of it)

 

"Hey!" He waved at them. And maybe he may or may not only waved to Zitao's direction.

 

Luhan jogged to his direction and clinged to his arm. Tao was beside Luhan. 

 

Its now time for Yifan to show his acting skills, act like he is Luhan's boyfriend.

 

"Hey baby." He said as he showed Luhan a sweet smile.

 

"Yo Tao!" He raised his fist asking for a fist bump which Tao obliged to do. It sent a small smile to his face. Just a little touch sent his heart to a fast pace.

 

They started to walk to Yifan's car. And soon they arrived to the mall.

 

Luhan and Tao started to talk about bags, clothes and everything about fashion as they walk their way to every stall that Yifan doesn't give a damn about. He just nods his head when they ask him. 

 

Soon they started to try a few things. He pretended to text someone but he really was taking a few (?) stolen shots of Zitao and Luhan (ofcourse for Sehun).

 

 

As they head their way to a restaurant Luhan gave him a few shopping bags to carry, ranting about he needs to act more boyfriend-like and be a gentleman. 

 

He obeyed but he hiddenly rolled his eyes. He asked Tao too if he needed some help but latter just shook his head. 

 

He really wants to walk out and go home immediately. Because this thing is just ruining his precious time. 

 

He felt someone cling to his arm and he hiddenly rolled his eyes again.

 

ing clingy brat.

 

"FanFannie!"

 

"Yes?" He let out a disgusting sweet tone.

 

"I'm hungry." Luhan said as he batted his eyes and pouted.

 

Yifan wanted to puke then and there.

 

"Let's eat there! Okay?" Luhan said as he pointed to a cafe at a corner and let out a cute smile.

 

 

They walked to the small cafe's direction with Luhan clinging to Yifan's arm that made the tall chinese annoyed on the inside but he still remained calm. Tao was just there completely doing nothing just following them without any expression.

 

Once they found a table, Yifan placed the paper bags under the table. As Luhan and Tao went to the cashier to order their food. He stretched his poor arms that was abused by a China doll. He sighed as Luhan and Tao made their way to their chosen table.

 

Luhan comfortably placed himself next to Yifan. 

 

"Did you had fun today Fanfanie?"

 

He let out a rather fake chuckle.

 

"Yep absolutely." And smiled fakely (again)

 

He hopes that the both of them didn't felt he was faking everything. 

 

As they were silently waiting for their food a phone rang and it was Luhan's.

 

"Hello coach."

 

"Right now!?"

 

"Okay okay got it." 

 

"What happened Lu-ge?" Tao said, confused.

 

Yifan didn't realized he was unconciously admiring Zitao's features. 

 

"Oh coach needs me right now for an urgent meeting that's all."

 

"Right now? But what about-"

 

"Don't worry I'll go and you'll stay here with Yifan."

 

"Right baby?"

 

Yifan slowly nodded his head, not removing his gaze from Zitao's face.

 

Luhan smiled and sprinted out of the cafe and he left them with an awkward tension hanging in the air.