"You believe in friend? There is no such thing called friend. Everyone will stab each other's back when they are given the chance."

"Why are you so paranoid about friend? There is such thing called friend. It exists. It just that you need to meet your real friends in order to gain the real happiness. People are created to be good to some people and to be bad at some people. Those people who hurt you before are not mean to be in your life. Stop looking at the painful past because you are pushing the good future right now. You miss out on meeting a real good people because you are busy looking in the wrong way. Not everyone are that bad."

It is so painful to be left alone in misery. Looking at the surrounding and no one are there to be seen. It is so depressing to endure it alone. Sometimes, there is no way out for a certain problem. Committing suicide is the only last option but it is not a good thing to end up as a loser. Let just live the life with being heartless and everything will be fine. It is so painful that there will be no chance anymore in future. It is better to be alone than dealing with the temporary memories. The memories that will kill you slowly in future when thing goes wrong.