6.1 I Love You 

 

[RAP]

Give me a chance to explain,

along with some bouquets

girl I'm burning up in flames,

yet I'm too stressed to feel the pain

if only you believe me when I say I'm gon' change

but you know I ain't in this game,

for the money and the fame

I just want to see us secured so we can chill and start a family

Provide for the bills yet you don't seem to understand me

Want me to, give up what my plans be

just to see you happy,

girl I'll do it gladly

So could I say I'm sorry, sure

But would it do any good, no

'Cause she's out of my life

And you never wanna see me again

 

What can I do to fix this 'Cause babe,

I need you (need you)

more than the night sky needs the moon

Hey~

I gotta face the fact She's not here,

so I'm beggin you, to hear my cry

God I need that girl

If you must take instead my life

I love you, I love you

I love you means this can't be

I love you, I love you

I love you's the only beginning

I love you, I love you

I love you, this ain't the end

I love you, I love you

I love you's the only beginning

All you wanted was I love you

I was too insecure to

But if it brings you back

I will love you girl

LOVE you I am your man

And now

I'm beggin you, to hear my cry

God, I will be her man

I love you, I love you

I love you means this can't be

I love you, I love you

I love you's the only beginning

I love you, I love you

I love you, this ain't the end

I love you, I love you

I love you's the only beginning

 

[RAP]

I just

need a chance for me to show you my heart

cause the only other way to tell you is through my prayers to God

You're the brightest by far

amongst the brightest of stars

even though we argue know that I'm the type that

fights for the cause

Non-stop calls buggin I don't mean to

I'm sick of all these sequals,

I just want to see you

You're my other half,

we're each other's equal

So I ain't gon' stop until this problems solved because I need to,

I need you

This is truly my fault

Cause when you left that day

It was tears from our fight

I should've made you stay

I love you, I love you

I love you means this can't be

I love you, I love you

I love you's the only beginning

I love you, I love you

I love you, this ain't the end

I love you, I love you

I love you's the only beginning

I love you, I love you

I love you means this can't be

I love you, I love you

I love you's the only beginning

I love you, I love you

I love you, this ain't the end

I love you, I love you

I love you's the only beginning

This is truly my fault

Cause when you left that day

It was tears from our fight

I should've made you stay

God I'm beggin you now,

Hear my cry

I really need this girl,

Bring her back 

 

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"Why can't you just give me a break?! I do try!!" Jaejoong shouted frustratedly at Yunho.

 

The leader on the other hand, kept a calm voice as he reasoned with the oldest, "I know you're trying and I'm telling you to not go and relax yourself, I'm just asking you to not come back too late at night."

 

Yoochun watched as Jaejoong angrily grabbed his coat from the back of the chair and yelled, "I can come back whenever I want! You're not my boss, you're my boyfriend! Boyfriends don't command each other around!"

 

The leader's eyes narrowed, "Well as your boyfriend, I'm asking you to not come back too late. And I'm not your boss, but as your leader, I'm concerned when you keep being late for schedules or mistaking the steps during dance rehearsals because of sleeping late or drinking too much alcohol the night before." 

 

Yoochun winced inwards at the damage of Yunho's words. He knew that his best friend had been increasingly angry at Yunho often treating him in a leader attitude instead of a loving boyfriend, especially when their first Asia and Japan tours are coming up.

 

Expectedly, Jaejoong's face flushed red in anger and embarrassment. He stormed towards the doorway, pushing Yunho away and growled, "Well leader-shi, as long as I don't mess up tomorrow, whatever I do is none of your business then!" 

 

Yunho pursed his lips, and I could tell deep anger flaming in his eyes. We watched and heard as Jaejoong slammed the door close and Yunho turning back to his room. His and Jaejoong's room, that is. 

 

Yoochun saw Junsu's eyes well up in tears, but the younger wiped them of with his arm, "What should we do...?"

 

Changmin sighed beside me, "What could we do? They are both pissed and Jaejoong-hyung's anger is both work and private related..."

 

Junsu looked to me with worried eyes, "Chunnie...."

 

Yoochun sighed and stood up to get his jacket from the table, "I would go find him, I know where he went. You two stay here and keep an eye on Yunho-hyung, I will get Jaejoong-hyung back."

 

Although he said that, it took two hours for Yoochun to actually locate the oldest at a high class, secrete yet popular club downtown. He immediately sent a text to Yunho once he saw Jaejoong, and then walked near to try persuade the oldest. 

 

"Jaejoong-hyung..." Yoochun tapped on Jaejoong's shoulder, and the pretty man turned to face him.

 

Cheeks flushed and eyes dilated, he slurred, "Ah Chunnie!! Come party with hyung! I just asked the bartender for another of this, you should really try it too!"

 

The apparently drunk singer raised a glass of spirit to show Yoochun, and before the younger could stop him, Jaejoong tossed the whole cup of liquor down his throat. 

 

Yoochun widened his eyes in horror, "Jaejoong-hyung! Stop you're drunk already! Let's go home! Yunho-hyung is worried!" 

 

Jaejoong snorted, "Why would Mr. Leader care about me!"

 

The bartender delivered a drink to him and he held the cup at the younger. Jaejoong pulled on Yoochun's elbow and urged, "Come on, Yoochun-ah!"

 

The baritone shook his head and waved his hand, denying the drink. The oldest clicked his tongue and tossed the drink down his throat under Yoochun's gaze in horror. Jaejoong then slammed the drink down onto the bar table and pulled Yoochun onto the dance floor. 

 

Although he normally enjoys alcohol and clubs, Yoochun couldn't get the fa