6. 여섯 (yeoseot)

  Predicting the impact of actions on other people is difficult, there is always a possibility that they react different than the way we imagined it. One percent is sometimes too much to risk everything. Because what if you learn to depend on the person and then you lose him? Lose your final chance?    It's like loosing an organ and you're left with a living without, not a start over.    Uneasy Mark looked to the microphone, which was only a few inches away from his mouth. His breathing would be audible for everyone, if he exhales too deep. His hands were wrapped nervously around the water bottle the MC's of the Radio Show provided for the hours-long session on 'CBS Music 1'.   He closed his eyes, taking in the endearing darkness. He would love nothing better than to silence all his senses, but the claiming voice of his band members that echoed through the sound studio, engaging at least his hearing, put a spoke in his wheel.    Knowing that the Radio Show could be seen through their official home page, due to the cameras the studio room was equipped with, made him qualmish. The constant feeling of being supervised or being followed across all countries of the world, made him doubt his dreams. Who even supported the idea of a radio show that could be watched? Normally hearing the voice would satisfy the listeners.    "Definitely! I'm glad I got more lines, than during our debut days", Yugyeom said, referring to 'Stop Stop it' where he got a decent amount of lines. "But I worked hard to get it. I took a lot singing classes. Lately I got praised by our CEO for my improvement", he added delighted and took a sip from his bottle.    Was Kai better looking than him, funnier, charming or more like a gentleman towards her? The scene reiterated in his head, like a music player set on reply. Unfortunately he wasn't able to turn it off. He didn't like the way another boy accomplished to steal his spotlight. That's it.    "What about you, Mark?", the whole team became silent, all eyes were directed to his direction. Reflexively he skidded down the chairback, as if he tried to hide under the desk. His nose almost touched the wooden material.    "I'm sorry, can you repeat your question please?", he asked, regaining his confidence. The pressure of his hands around the bottle increased tremendously, dents appeared on the plastic, deforming the original form.    "What was your favourite experience during your comeback?", the MC Jia repeated her questions kindly, despite that her features described the different reaction.    "Uhm .. I think shooting the music video was the best, because-", he began, but was interrupted by the MC.    "So you share Jackson's opinion. Thanks", she snapped at him and turned her back towards him.    "We are going to take a small break, stay tuned to spend more time with the boys from GOT7. Don't forget to join our project and win the chance to 'Meet & Greet' them. We are now playing the song that hit the international music charts, like a bomb. Getting right in the top 10 of the iTunes and Billboard charts - EXO's Call Me Baby. Enjoy it"    The director gave her a sign and the MC took off her headphones, because they weren't on air anymore. Again EXO could be blamed for impairing his mood.    "Mark, do you want to take a break? You have acted funny since yesterday already", Jaebum asked Mark, who sat right besides him. The Leader knew something was odd. After all the months they spent together, he became acquainted with reading the body language of his 'sheeps'. He wasn't the shepherd without a reason.    "We understand that you are tired and you want to see your family, just continue for a few more weeks, then our promotions will end", Junior said to enlighten his mood.    Normally he would at least be thankful for their attempts, but the darkness surrounded  him. Invisible dark clouds were gathered above his head and the sun couldn't find a way through them.    "It's not that I feel physically sick, I'm emotional tired. The truth is, I'm broken", he confessed and ignored the bewildering look of the woman in front of him.    "We are all a little bit broken, but that's okay", Youngjae mumbled.    "I need a break", Mark complained. His head rested on top of the backrest from the chair,        The news of life is carried via telephone, the fastest way to communicate to another person, while spanning a huge distance and receiving an instant reply. A baby's birth, a couple