I avoided chaerin this past few weeks.

It pains me a lot but I don’t want to hurt bom.

"Dara, let’s eat" chaerin said smiling at me.

"Bom, can you join chaerin? Hmm I have to go to the library with top" I said and quickly pulled top outside.

"Why do we need to go to library?" He asked.

"Uh, nothing, I just want to read something about our thesis" I explained.

"Dara, first I’m not your group mates. Second, chaerin and bom should be with you because they are you groupmates." He said.

"Top, please stop talking. OK?" I said.

"Alright" he defeatedly replied.

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Things gets worst. I can’t go to school because every time I go there I can’t hardly breathe.

Whenever I see chaerin and bom happy again. I feel lonely and left behind.

"Noona, you don’t have class today?" Thunder asked.

I only shook my head and enter my room again.

My room is my best friend now.

The ceiling always reminds me that I’m so stupid letting them be together again.

My bed always hugs me whenever I cry because of that stupid decision I’ve made.

All my pain, my room is the one who witness it all.

My phone rings. Its from chaerin. I excitedly pick it up.

"Hello?"

"Hello, Dara? Why didn’t you go to school?" Bom asked.

’Assuming’